racking up the past

i miss you. so very much.

darn.

Home. ((:

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i thot i could.

KARMA

BOWLING !

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DEAR

i dint want it this way too.
it was just wayyy beyond my control.
sick, but couldnt fight my heart to come online just to see if i could see you online.
seeing you online can make me go wild.
just seeing you online, that simple.
if i could turn back time,
i would choose to not love you this much too.
i wouldnt even care about that friendster msg.
i wouldnt start chatting with you in msn.
i wouldnt exchange phone numbers with you.
i dint even feel anything for you when we were just together.
but as time went on by,
your position in my heart grew tremendously.
way beyond what i could control, i was falling. deep.
pardon me.
pardon me for loving you this much.
pardon me for unable to let you go.
think about our past, how could you manage to let go all of it.
i rather forget about you.
but,
it all happened.
and now, i cant keep this heart away from you.
it's always on you, you and only you.
baby,
thanks for everything.
even the way you killed me.
thanks for the two r/s you gave me.

as i grew, i finally understood this sentence.
" loving somebody doesnt mean you have to be with him or her. "
thanks GChongYong. (:

I did not know how hard it would be to say goodbye.
yet it was harder still,
when i refused to say it.

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Sylvia
It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.-Tennyson

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