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Monday, September 03, 2007
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1:05 AM dear boy. sorry, i lied. but if others were in my shoes, their flame would have been put out long before mine. i loved you so much. and i nv once regretted it. but when i put it all down, you came back. loving me more than before. i seriously cant bring myself to love you wholeheartedly agn. you had many r/s too. how many of it is like us? seriously, i dont need a stead just for sms-es and talks on the phone. if we were given one last chace, could it change how we are? how much time are you willing to waste on me? how much effort are you willing to put on me? just now much, are you willing to spend on me. it's hard for me to make this decision too. i cried. i did. mayb the thing that make me cant let go now is the memories. really, i would like to see you agn. but, how much longer would i have to wait for that chance? it wasnt easy for me to make this choice. i thought. and i thought hard. if you'd find someone else who'd love you like i did. she'd get jealous too. why would one feel jealous. one would only feel jealous for the one who means alot to her. nv once, was i mentioned. you want others to assume that we dont exist, then we shant. even in this last r/s, even my love for you is lesser than yours, but what i gave out, what i did for you, isnt one bit lesser than what you gave. even as saying all these, my heart still aches. that shows that you're not totally dead in me. do you need me now, like how i needed you? i would like to say - iloveyou. this last chace to do so. iloveyou. you're one that i ever loved so much. mayb, ignorance is bliss. 原来我们活在两个世界 你是我生命美丽的插曲 寂寞变成了主题 是否我也是你生命的插曲 我只是你一段过去 I'll remember you, and baby that's forever true you're the one that I'll always miss never thought it would feel like this I'll be there for you, no matter what you're goin' through in my heart you'll always be, forever baby I'll remember you If the day should come when you need someone I will be there Don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind 'cause I'll remember you. i nv knew what love was, until i met you.
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