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Thursday, May 07, 2009
to know the worse that's coming..
1:33 AM We went thru so much, been tght for so long...what we went thru is more than what others could. I've cried many tears in this r/s till this point, where he'd finally truly love me back. He's right. I admit. I'm now the past him, and he's the past me. He's the one who's getting hurt in the quarrels now, my tone gets harsher. & even in the past, he wouldnt raise his voice and splurt any vulgarities at me. But, he was a playboy... I thot my feelings faded.....until now. When he's out of the country for a few days. I realised i miss him so much. & thinking that we might not make it in the future...rly hurts me so much, so so much....it's as if i can tell what's coming. Ohman, it's unexplainable and terrible how that feels.... I fear losing you, cause you really matter a lot to me..
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