OUR DARK KNIGHT

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25th Oct 2013 Went over to sy's bro's place at...

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Grey's Anatomy S10E3

A Change of Heart ep 17

"To love at all is to be vulnerable"

Haix.. Ydae went to watch IntinialD wif Daphne and Zhuo Na. Den I got so pissed off. I asked for the 12.30 show den dey gib the 2.45pm show. den we went in ler den they went in and chase us out lehs!! My god. Shit dem ah. Dey i went out and shouted at dem. Den tears of anger formed in my eyes. den they gib 1 free popcorn and changed the tyme to 1.50pm. den nth to do so we all go Zhuo Na's hse lorx. Den awhile liaos nid leave le. haix..

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2dae go Padang. Fun lehs.. but nid to wait quite long.. 5hrs onli practice 1/2 hr? Sians. but while waiting we all chit chat lorx.. Quite fun lahs.. have great fun wif CCKsians. But @ the same time still missing Lasallians. hai.. 2molo nid go frm 12.39pm-10.30pm lehs..haix.. so long hors..haix.. ok.. den bye bahx..

Wahs.. 2dae went to escape wif Zhuo Na. In the morning we met @ lot1 mrt station and headed to escape. wahs. long journey. den @ 1 stop we went out and check da map but noticed that we shouldnt get down. so we ran back into the train and kept laughing. ppl staring @ us.. Oh my! so pai seh lehs.. Den stand ferr so long den got place to sit lehs.. Haix. den we finally reached Escape. Wahs. so fun. used my hp to take lots of pics. den went to the Haunted. Scary man! We went in and found out the ghost behind the door b4 he scare us lehs. den walk in den got another ghost long long hair de.. den we all dun dare pass it.. den stand dere till the next group cum and ask the adult to lead us.. Wahs.. now thinking of it horx.. veri farni lehs. hahas. but we managed to finish the thing wif loads of screaming. den sit Panasonic and loads more. SO FUN! den went to Orange Julius and the BurgerKing to eat.. Eat so much. spent almost 1hr inside eating and talking. wahs... Veri veri fun.. but I think if more ppl den will more fun de lorx.. haix. but.. nvm.. fun enuf le. den mum brought us hm. yahs... den.. Rest of the dae like normal daes liao lors.. I gotta do my hw 2molo lerr.. haix.. think of it den sian.. Haix.. ok lahx.. bye..

wahs.. 2dae go cut hair. Ok lahs.. Not so short. But now got frige le. wahs. den mother dye hair. den stain her fav shirt. haix.. den go 7-11 and bought teens. is it teens or teenage? hmm.. Den -Eileen- go genting le. 2molo gonna go escape wif -Zhuo Na-. Ydae went to Padang to train. Till 10pm like tat den can go off le. i mean board the bus to skool. Den mi, Zhuo na and Diane slept in the bus. i din realli sleep lah.. Couldnt sleep. Juz close eyes onli. but quite comfortable lah. While waiting b4 boarding da bus we talked wif that wave. Wahs. He so.. ez to talk to lahx.. hmm.. yeahs... den.. ok lah.. bye lorx..

In such a long time, I nv felt this happi. But, the the past ThrEe daes, I felt like as happi as wen i was wif those Jewels in that small small place. These ThrEe daes, that small group of ordinary ppl who just wanted to train demselves to run faster, made mi feel like i'm able to do extra ordinary things. They made mi able to Laugh, Smile, Feel happi ONCE AGAIN. I'm realli veri happi spending time wif YOU ppl. Even tough the training was realli tough, i enjoyed it alot. Just this short period of time, you made mi feel realli realli happi. Just this short period of time, it'll change my life history; to a happier and more lively wan. I'll keep this memory in my HEART FOREVA and THROW away the key so that NOBODY can EVER steal dem away frm mi.

I'm realli realli greatful for all those track and field fwen hu attened this holidae's training. thx alot.

Wahs.. Hmm... These daes i'm alwaes going friendster waiting ferr [[Sylvester]] to reply muii msg. Haix. den ermx. Ydae i came online ferr awhile den played TS2. went offline and watched vcd. i'm now on muii last disc lerr but still got pt2. den oso did hw. Ydae cant sleep lehs. till 4am. den i din wan to waste away my afternoon so i woke up early. Did my hw right after my lunch. Ok, mayb it wasnt early. I woke up @ 1.30+pm. i think. yups. after hw i went to watch vcd until mum came hm and bathe. den came online lerr.. Woo.. found out ting working leh! Wahs.. Dunno if true lahx.. but that was wad it was written in her blog. hahas.. yeah. woteva. erms.. that all lerr bahx.. Bye..

Hahas.. ydae went friendster and explored it. Den.. Added testi ferr ppl lorx. Den talked on the fone wif -Eiil een- lorx.

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Todae, woke up and came online lerr bahx.. i was awaken by muii dog. Den watched vcd and went ferr tuition lerr. I was late ferr tuition. Den Dahliia dere lorx. Den after i finished the paper i started asking the teacher lame riddles. oh my! I never in muii life so noisy in tuition b4 lehs. My gosh. LoLx. Den came hm and found out the bitches and basterds were in muii hse playing MJ. And everyone playing or looking or wadeva in muii hse are BITCHES! BASTARDS! INCLUDING MOTHER!! Shit dem ah.. Curse dem! I HATE IT!!! Haix. den played TS2 lors.. den Jack called den talk ferr awhile den came online. Den i found Sly's friendster. But dunno if is the REAL sly anot lorx.. i hope so bah.. hahas. den ok lahx.. Bye!

Woo... Oh my.. damn bored. ydae din cum online cos I din wan too. And, there wasnt time too. Hmm.. i 4got wad happen ydae.. Oh ya. i went to westmall to get the HP. but den, nid my mother's company the chop thingy and muii mum din bring it.. So, din get it. went walking ard and bought SO many Vcds. hahas. Nice lehs.. mother kip asking ferr discount. den @ last she got her discount. I got myself a WHITE nail polish. quite kong bu lehs. white white wan lorx. oh my! hahas. den was supposed to read the novel ydae but din. Cos wasnt feeling right. so i off the light and went to sleep.

2dae, woke up. watched a little of the cd. went tuition. online. like this onli lorx. haix. den i went friendster lorx. go 'explore' that thing. Den see see look look lorx. Haix.. yeahs.. den... ok lahs.. bye le!

Hmms... i woke up @ almost 3pm. 2dae.. Wahs.. I was so so so tired ydae. den ate lunch while watching TV. den.. came online lerr... Short dae huh? yays.. i looked @ some profiles den nth lors.. Hmmss... bored. i've yet to read e book whick skool asked us too. and haben even touched muii hw. And I still hab to study ferr the History test. Oh my! So many hw. Mayb I'll start 2molo. Hmms. I had this WONDERFUL dream just now. I dreamt abt DeLaSalle!! Oh my! but.. The strange thing is that sum ppl frm CCKSS were dere too.. strange huh? it was like the last dae of skool and everybody was celebrating. All DLS ppl were in the hall and CCKSS ppl were @ the canteen. Place was in DLS. Haix. a good dream till muii maid woke muii up.. Haix. Oh ya.. Dere's this commercial where the 1 army person did sumthing wrong and the others stood up ferr him. so touched by that commercial lehs. So touching. Not sae touching lahs. juz.. Like.. So xian mu tat he hab those good fwens. haix. I miz DLS fwens alot.. haix...

Hmms.. Ydae wanted to blog but connection prob lorx. so din managed to blog. Ydae, woke up watched tv and wanted to buy hp but din managed to.. din find any nice wans. so walked ard. i bought [[Energy]] the Final Fantasy the cd. oh.. listen lerr wanna cry. The song *Wo Men*. I cried lehs...! So saddening. den came home and watched a little tv and came online.

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2dae woke up and got rdy too go out wif Eileen. But she changed the time.. So i read a little bit of the bk lors. den went down and met her. We watched Madagascar. Woo.. v farni lehs the show. But.. it frightened muii once. Let out a short scream. but everybody's laughter drowned muii scream. so.. yeahs.. den went we pass by the popcorn shop I saw Samuel! Changed ALOT man.. almost couldnt reconised him lehs. Den went to Food Junction too eat. After that headed hm. Eileen and her bro came tuu muii hse. Onli fer awhile. den i came online and Eileen and her bro came online too... den like that lors. chatted and blah blah.. Okies.. den... Bye...!

*Everyone has a weakness* *He just happens to be mine*

*He looked me deeply in the eyes. he lied and said "i won't make u cry" and when i thought it was 2 good 2 be true, he blew me off and found someone new*

*U say u can't stand 2 c me get hurt,so do u close ur eyes when u hurt me?*

*I'm tired of tryiing - I'm tired of cryiing - I know I've been smiling - but inside I'm dyiing*

*MaNy NiTeS i'Ve CrIeD fRoM tHe ThInGs U dO, fElT lYkE DyiNg WeN i LosT yOu.*

*~People Change - Things go wrong - Shit Happens - BUT - L i f e . G o e s . O n ~*

Hmm... Woke up and dragged muiiself to bathe. After bathing i went to eat. Onli wen muii maid left den i found out that Zhuo Na msged muii. Asked muii if i wanted to eat lunch wif her. but i cant. maid already left. so i juz said that i can folo her to eat. So met up wif her lorx. But wen we meet, she already eaten. Den met Aisha- My galfwen. Hmm.. so she bought this Animax vcd. and the 2nd box that she buy will be half price. But she din hab the $$ so i lent it to her 1st. hahas. Den saw Diane. and the four ob us went to skool 2gether. Den went Kranji camp. frm 12.30pm-10pm. that was supposed to be the time. But dey let us off @ 8.30pm. WE WAITED FERR 3HRS FERR NTH!! DOING NTH!!! Haix. stupid man. poor us. and we passed by [[YEW TEE]] on the way back. and just nice the bus broke down dere. I felt like crying that instant. so many memories. how i missed tat place. those memories. those daes wen we were 2gether. I dunno wad was going on dere. so re nao. i think is the religious thingy. Haix. den.. haix. i cannot continue. i realli mix dem alot.. :( erm.. sorrie.. sorrie. i realli mix those daes..

*rest*

ok.. sorrie. den i came online. blogged and chatted. and that's all..

(¨`v´¨) Am I the onli wan sad? (¨`v´¨)
(¨`v´¨) I wish i can feel no pain (¨`v´¨)
(¨`v´¨) I'm NTH w/o U.. jux a SHADOW passing through (¨`v´¨)
(¨`v´¨) All i want is one nite where I dun stay up crying till I fall alsleep (¨`v´¨)

Haix. todae went to skool and [[Zhuo Na]] was late. Haix. After NDP we had this workshop. After workshop, i checked muii hp and saw this sms frm Jack. He ask muii to meet up wif him in lot1. So i went wif Diane. Den i asked him to wait in the library while i got sumthing. den met up wif him. Mi and diane went to right in the end of the library to wait. den i told jack tat we were in the children's coner and he found us! LoLx. wahahaha. den went to find prezzie. He wanted to get it ferr his fwen. asked ferr mine and Diane's opinion. @ last he got a Winnie the pooh soft toy. Haix. den he had to rush off to skool ferr CO. and muii and diane headed back home. I went hm and slept ferr quite awhile. Den woke up and got to tuition. Dahlia was dere too ferr make up lesson. hahas. Happi lehs. Haix. came hm by myself. So scary. dark dark wan.. den while i was walking the leaves on the tree beside muii suddenly move! frighten muii ehs! den i run. LoLx. Den reach hm and ate dinner. and came online.

Onli memories are left on US. How I wish those daes could make a u-turn. I miss u all so much. Now, not all are left of us. We hab broken into many diff. places in S'pore. How I miss u all so much. I entered the world wif DARKNESS. but, wen i was in this place tucked in Chua Chu Kang, called DLSS, i den noe wad isit like to be HAPPI. to SMILE.to LAUGH. have FEELINGS. u noe, i've nv felt like this b4. I started to hab feelings. but, wen we all serperated.. DARKNESS started to ENGULF muii AGAIN. But, den, i met those GREAT fwens i have in CCKSS.. Muii life brighten up again. I lurve u - Muii GREAT GREAT GREAT fwens AND seniors.. Muacks.



Look @ wad muii Galfwen, Aisha, did ferr muii!!!
S Sweet
Y Young
L Loud
V Visionary
I Influential
A Amazing


Haix. Woke up by muii maid's fone call. Den managed to fall asleep again. Den woke up by [[Zhuo Na]]'s msg. Asked muii if wanna go watch movie. den i agreed. But i had tuition.. Dey were supposed to wait ferr muii!! But muii tuition ended @ 2.30pm. and dey got the 2.30pm. show!!! Sob! Haix. so had to stay @ hm lorx. den, talked on the fone wif [[Eileen]] ferr quite long. watched tv and blah blah. haix. i was supposed tuu wake up @ 6.30pm. ferr muii nap lahs. but i woke up @ 7.20pm. missed muii cartoon and sum part of muii show. Cartoon can watch the repeat wan later @ 12.30am. haix. 2molo gotta go skool AGAIN ferr training. sianx. hmm... juz now esther asked muii go ice skatting wif her. yay. so happi! She still rmb muii.. So gan dong.. hahas. Hmm.. den that ferr now.. Byee.......

hahas. 2dae i woke up SO late. late ferr skool. i was supposed to REACH skool @ 7.15am. but i WOKE UP @ 7.30am. and is becos [[Natalie]] called muii. If not i miz skool lerr loh!! Den i quickly jumpped out ob bed knocked on muii mum door LOUDLY. den i onli took 10mins+ too reach skool. i reach skool @ 6.48am. den everybody was waiting ferr muii eh! so pai seh.. den reach hm had a quarrel wif muii maid. den sleep ferr 4 hrs and nid tuu get too skool to get back results. i waited ferr awhile den muii turn liaox. I got 20 in klass eh!! den horx, Jack promised muii that he'll get mui e ge gou tain wang vcd if i get top 20. LoLx. Heng mui.. LoLx. den came hm bath. watched tv and ate dinner. den watch watch den [[Angela]] smsed muii. I think she V sad. Cos according tuu wad i noe, she will sms muii onli if she's feeling v fan. yeahs.. cheer up kkx? hahas. den came rm. and wen i was abt tuu on the com Jack called muii hp. Lucky he nv call hse fone. if not line will disconnect. Stupid broadband. dunno y still will disconnect wad. lan. so.. ok lah.. g2g lerrs.. bye.

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