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The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Grey's Anatomy S10E3

A Change of Heart ep 17

"To love at all is to be vulnerable"

Hahas. long tyme no update. EOY nearing mahx. den mama dun let mi use. now she go play MJ.. so i secretly use.. hahas. yahs. hmm.. i shal onli write wad i rmb. yahs.. last sundae went for cellgrp den late late LATE for piano. den [[ Chee Kiong ]] blessed mi $10 take cab. but i din take. yupps. den the carnival last sat. We had a holidae on mondae as sat we spent almost the whole dae? yupps. den some AIs came. on mondae [[ jess ]] came to muii hse to load some photos to the com. hahas. hmm.. den 2dae mi and [[ jie and di ]] went to Lot1 for 2hrs. hahas. yahs.. hmm.. i cried in skool ydae lehs. cos ob NDP performace for speech dae wan.. we hab e chance to watch it.. and wen the sea elements came out. muii tears just fell. just like that. yahs. i cant rmb wadelse lerr.. hahas. yahs.. den bye bahx..

Love is like a jigsaw puzzle
Many pieces lost or misplaced
Sometimes hard to figure out
A Lost love is hard to face.
Sometimes love we deny
Only to wonder, what if
But now it's to late
To sit and reminense.
To many... ifs
That stood in the way
Of truly finding happiness
And a love that could've been great.
It caused a lot of tears
Hoping, soon they'll stop
If only I could erase the..what ifs
That's within this broken heart.
A heart that truly loved him
More than you'll ever know
A heart that held many dreams
And now it's hard to let go.

Hmm.. yesterdae i walked to skool wiif Junyang. HAHAS. crap crap all the way to skool. reached skool and did mormal things. Bleahs. todae went to skool early for track. wanted to meet [[weiijiie]] den go skool 2gether but he pig lahs. cannot wake up early. so nv meet le.. den train. den go class. lessons and blahs. den was smsing [[kaiiyiin]] in class. den we decided to pon. dun go CO. yiingmao oso no go. denise got speech dae thing. so onli [[Jack]]. hahas. kelians. but eben if no pon i oso cannot make it. go watch that XueLangHu mahx. hahas. so i went outta skool wiif Heather and Xuen. den went lot. den heather told mi something which made mi bad mood whole dae. haix. oh ya. on the way hm i wanted to but Sweettalk. den order liaox den found out i no money! so i fake fake take out hp den walk away.. DOTS. hahas. den walk to the condo. den ask aunty jenny go help mi buy. hahas. yahs. den sleep awhile den hab to go xuelanghu liaox. hahas. e show.. quite ok lahs. not bad. Evonne sing SO DAMN NICE lors! hahas. came hm watch inuyasha den came onli. hahas. Wind damn strong now. can hear it loud and clear. hahas. ok lahs. dun so luo suo liaox.. byebye.

I duuno where to start. On sat was muii 2nd visit to CHC. Yupps. Den was... not as guud as the first visit lahs. I dunno y oso. den the bus, so packed. Door opened and hit muii leg and muii shoe was stuck. That driver nv gib warning that going open door lorx. den now leg got blueblack liaox. Hmm.. Sundae went to watch QUIDAM. It's great. It's guud. VERI GUUD. hahas. yeahs. niice lahs. but things are EXPENSIVE. hahas. yupps. 2dae KAI XUE lohs! hahas. but, no mood for ANYTHING. i gorrt his ans ydae lerr. Hahas. yupps. 2dae 1st dae ob duty. i tot that Ruhaiza wun let us off early. but she did! hahas. but, she's still a bitch in muii heart. i din eben wanna ask her lors.. den let that Cheedak ask. Den wen she let him go den i oso just go lorx. dun wanna see her face. Den quickly ate. I almost kana HIS table ehs. but in the end ish Hema. Hahas. yupps. den went to lot wiif Jess and ZN and Diane. den walk walk den go hm. Came hm, slept, watch tv, do hw and blahs. same life style.


U've killed muii.
U killed the inside ob muii.
u dunno how much u've hurt mi.
but,
i'll try.
At least,
i'll try to 4get u.
I wun let u hurt mi anymore.
but,
thx for letting mi noe wad's love again.
Let mi noe wad's that feeling again.
Let mi feel that feeling again.
Thx for all you've done.

I -can't stop thinking about the first timeyousaid you
L -ove me and cant stop thinking
O -f me. You filled the
V -acant hole in my heart and
E -nded the pain of being used and hurt.
Y -ou always know how to make me laugh
O -r make me smile. And I never
U -nderstood love until the day youwalked into mylife.

hahas. long time since i updated. Hahas. On mondae, b4 track, i went for that STUPIID prefect meeting lorx. Sianx. den next mondae start duty liaox. den they let us off 1hr later lorx. den late for track 1hr. Sianx. den tuesdae, go track. some new faces lahs. wed, before Co meet Zhuona. Den ate and bought sweets for [[Kaiiyiin jiie]] frm minitoons. Those sweets i picked, seems to little. $3+. den walked to skool. Hahas. Wen jack knew i was the wan hu bought the sweets for her, he was like Diao~. Okiies. Nvm. Yupps. Thursdae the ONLI dae i can dun niid go skool. COOL~ Yupps. den i tot ob finishing ALL muii HW. but, LAZY. So din touch. Onli a few pages ob HE. that;s all. Yupps. Den at niite, went out wiif Mama to buy skirt frm OP. Hees. Nicee~ $38. wad do u expect?!? Hahas. I wanna wear it to this sat. Hahas. yupps. todae actually din wanna go track and CO. but in the end, onli skipped track. Went for CO. yupps. den sectional half way den the seniors went for combine. Sianx. den I played the YQ lorx. den ppl kept cuming to mi to teach dem. den dere was once i couldnt stand it anymore, I just pass muii ju to dem and went off to find Zhuona. and inside i asked the seniors to teach mi their Zhongruan. Hahas. play little bit onli den muii hand pain till like SIAO. Hahas. yupps. Den went to causeway to celebrate b.dae wiif Ahmah. Kao. i KNEW it. CONFIRM mother pay wan lahs! $138 lehs! F*** man.. alwaes like that. Den she alwaes can spend money on others and not mi. Sianx. Haix. 2molo meeting HE gr members to do project den meet [[Kaiiyiin jiie]] to go meet the others frm CHC. Hahas. yupps. Ok lahs.. Bye~

Hahas. Ydae woke up, ate a little and went to lot 1 to meet [[kaiiyiin]]. Reached at abt 2pm. den we saw this Ronald macdonald. Den watch awhile and left. took neoprint. So mani ppl wanting this orange bag and umbrella man. So lame! dunno wan for wad. Hahas. Den went to Jurong point. den bought drinks and went in and drink drink. den ate something and met her fwens to go City Harvest Church. Hahas. Fun lahs. after the service thingy we ate dinner and and chitchat. den on way out to waiting for bus, [[Kaiiyiin]] told mi her secret. hahas. yahs. And den continue chit chatting. den take MRT. went down wiif [[Jessica]]. hahas. den we bought drinks. den sae 'byebye' and i headed off to muii sweet home. Reached hm at abt 9.45pm bahx. hahas. bathe liaox den came online liaox. Scanned the neoprint into the com. den send to [[kaiiyiin]]. den chatchat. den tired liaox den sleep. Junyang sae wanna treat lehs! hahas! den ask mi choose another 3.. hahas! i get to choose! HAHA! shoik man. hahas.
todae, woke up, practiced piano and cut nail. the wind damn bloody strong. hahas. yahs. den went to piano lesson. after that came hm. Read SlamDunk den hungry. so went down to buy twister fries. hahas. den came home. continue reading and was eating muii fries. hahas. den tired. so slept till 7?! hahas. den ate bathe, dinner den tv continued by online. yups. wanna watch Wogenjiangshiyougeyuehui. I waited for this show for 5yrs liaox. cant miss it!! Bye~

Hahas. woke up and wanted to put contactlens. but decided not to. Met up wiif Diane and Daffy and mama bring us to maritche reservior. den saw mani mani the ppl. Hahas. Den waited and lower sec gals get to start the race first. but before we culd eben started running, it rain. So no choice lorx. Run in the rain in that jungle. If i'm alone i confirm freak out de. Hahas. i dun tiink i did a guud job lorx. sianx. But i think i got top 100. Daffy got 21st. Diane got top 50 lahs. Shuni got 6!! Sianx man! I so lan! during the last few metres, i ran wif zhuona. den the last bit where we can see the finishing line, we and Zhuona sprint all the way. Damn fast lorx. run like in 100m race like that. See going finish liaox den suddenly got that energy pop out to run faster. Den it was the lower sec boys. benjamin got 5th. Yingmao dunno got wad. but top 50. HE ish fast too. but no prize liaox. hahas. yups. den mama came to fetch mi. den actually wanted to cut hair but i so dirty so go hm and bathe. after that den sae so tired. Sleep den go. hahas. slept till 2.30pm and left. Den i rebond and cut hair. NICE~ one stupid woman siao wan lors.. nth den laugh. keep pulling muii hair. Suks. den came hm eat dinner and watched tv and came online. Tried to scan pic. and it was SUCCESSFUL! hehe. so shoik lorx. but i still think i din do well for mi x-country!!! SUKS! i hate it!! hate hate hate! nvm. i still got next year. =) okiies. end here.

Wee~ 2dae teachers dae. HOLIDAE~ wee~ Eileen came over worx. Actually her bro oso come. But i said NO. so he din come liao lorx. Heng ah. If norrt mayb i DIE ah. Sianx. Yups den she came. Den left soon. Yups. wen she left i asked Aunt Jenny buy Twisterfries. Hehe. den slept and woke up to watch superstar. OMG! imissmyjunyang. SO much. Yups. Kelvin is the superstar. Yucks totally. shuld be junyang lorx. Sianx. Nvm. Ermx. 2molo ish muii x-country. hehehe.. Must jiayou. but i noe i cant get any prize wan lahs. Sianx. Hope i wun fall ok liaox. I'll runrunrun! hehehe. ok lahs. Thats for now. bye.


Haix. todae skool onli half dae. In the morning we had celebrations. Yups. Angela was dere. It ended ard 9+am. Den went for 3hrs ob lesson. Sci, Mths and Eng. Passed the cards to Mrs Liaw and Miss Choo. During recess, went to check the list for prefect. I got in but Diane din.. Suks man. Den Samamtha din get in!! HAHAS. last time so proud kiip sae ' i going be prefect in the future' and blahs. Now, she's nth. Serve her rite lorx. Den i told her. She sad for the rest ob the dae. yups. After skool we went back to DLS.den now got this security shit thingy. and e class rm changed. Some new furnitures were present. Oh man! I missed dem SHHHHOOO much!! Saw so mani ob dem. Eileen came late. JJ and JL went out liaox den cum back. den went out again. Play basketball. Den wen Eileen arrived, mi+Zhuona+Eileen went to YTP. On the way went to buy the icepop. HAHAS. brings shho much memories back.. Yups.. den sat off ferr YTP e bbc. Den reach liaox saw jj and jl. but shho mani other ppl so we din wanna go dere lorx.. den went to lot 1. I saw eileen's fwens. Kangwei, Siewyee, Gerald, desmond. i think like that onli. den walk walk wiif Zhuona and left dem. Jess stood us up. Bleahs. Den meet up wiif Eileen again and took Neoprint. hahas. nice nice worx.. but no enuf time to deco. Sianx. Yups. den leg was aching like hell. So went Mrt and sitsit. Den alight. den at the bus stop dere saw Kangwei and desmond going back from Eileen;s hse. they left theie things dere. Yups. bought sweettalk and walked hm. Eileen came to muii hse and left at ard 7pm. Yups. den I slept. Damn tired. Slept onli 4.5hrs the previous nite. Den woke up to watch Superstar. Bathe and ate dinner. Watched a little tv in mama rm den i got SMS so i came back to muii rm. Den waited till the show was over den i on the com. i finally ate the tibits that NDP gave the last time. Hahas. Yups. i think that all ferr now.

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