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Monday, July 31, 2006
fcukk .
11:21 PM wahs laos. internet ish shho NOT the place for miie. ii get irritatedd by iit easily . iim not going to post piics todayy cosh iim annoyedd by iit lerrhs . dens the fwenster profile . haiiya . all suks larrhs . ok. start. 2dayy arhs . iin skool. 3/4 obb the class missedd recess . history lorrhs . ii was one obb dem hu missedd recess . dens was raiiniing. ii was cold, hungry and tiiredd . keliians miie . budd afternoon lesson was cancelledd. not a guud news either. becosh obb tiis, ii left muii books iin skool and 4gott to bring dem home. siians. walkedd to lot wiib muii biitch . we were talkiingg abt her ex . and.. yarrhs . CY . she saiid sometiing and made miie tot abt whiie ii lovedd CY shho much iin the past. she saiid raiis was always dere for her weneva she neededd hiim . nobody was able to do that for her. den ii tot abt iit. yarrhs . mayb ii lurrbedd CY shho much iish becosh nobody has ever done shho much for miie like he hadd. haiish . yarrhs . budd after he left, he didnt care abt miie anymore. he didnt care abt how ii was sufferingg. those who stood by miie were muii fwens . thank you KAIIYIINjiie ;; DUCKIIEkor ;; DAWNdearr ;; QIINAIIDERRH ;; YINGJING ;; POTATOlaopo ;; muiiBIITCH ;; STEVEN ;; DAGEGE and those who stoodd by miie those dayys wen ii was realli downn. XIEXIE :) yooh all stoodd byy miie and nv failedd to leave miie. yr shoulder nv left miie . those 6mths obb muii liife was totally wastedd on hiim . ii did manii tiings that ii nv expectedd ii wuld do. neither did any obb yooh . how muii liife changedd these 6mths was like a niitemare to miie. it was cuts those days, budd now, all that's left are just scars. wad was present tense those dayys are now past tense. wad was happeniingg at those dayys are now memoriies . wad was tears those dayys are now smiles. ii nolonger holdd on to the past anymore . budd iim takingg the memoriies wiib miie . that's all iim left wiib . like wadd muii piiglaogongg sayys . wads past has past . like wadd val sayys . wad past has past , whiie ponder over iit . wad's best 4gotten, let iit be 4gotten bahs . ** ii acceptedd all the testii for piiglaogongg liaos. ii still floodedd part obb iit lorrhs. still ask hiim dun regret . iin the end ish ii ownself kana . siians. hahas. goingg 1mth lerrhs ... XD I'LL LET GO OB THE PAST . THOSE UNWANTED HAPPINESS .
those were the dayys .
12:38 AM disturbb byy piig laogongg at 6.45am tiis morningg !! yawwns . dens went backk to sleep . went for piiano dens no tuitiion . shho go backk sleep agn lorrhs . dens went to another lesson . dens went to eat wiib mama at mac . shho longg siince we ate together lorrhs . hahas . dens came home do hw . oso dunno do until like wadds . ii kiip walk here walk dere dens do halfwayys den dun feel like doingg dens ziiliian dens bathe den watch teebee and do 2gether . dens call laogongg . dens talk while dens ii come online lerrhs . like that lorrhs . =D ![]() ii wantedd to giib cy derrhs . ii haben lookedd thru iit for 1 mth until todayy lorrhs . wahs . whoever reads iit, ii tell u arhs . canns relli feel the saddness ii felt iin the past. ![]() iim tiinkiingg abt muii piiglaogongg larrhs ! hahas XD ![]() ii miissh muii piigllaogongg ! ![]() ii dunns like dushu ! ![]() ![]() ![]() still got foto lorrhs . stwpiid blogger duns lett miie uploadd agn. nbm . 2molo ! piiglaogongg wanns miie help hiim accept hiis testii ! summore ii floodedd part obb itt. ii killedd muiiself . =X Sunday, July 30, 2006
learn how to love agnn .
12:33 AM disturbb byy muii piig laogongg iin the morningg . lalalas . dens goingg sleep agn dens disturbb by kaiiyiinjiie , broCK , nanapopo .... dens went back to sleep for awhile dens call piig laogongg agns . denns met kaiiyiinjiie late. shho nv go bugis liaos . raiin until dunno like wadd lorrhs. wet until like dunno wadds. den we were the 1st to reach expo . 2dayy svc was GREAT ! hahas . dens went airport wiib kaiiyiinjiie, jace, jon and ced. damn farnii larrhs. onli afew obb us onli. we kept takingg foto. den Jon oso siian. hahas. muii mortal no giimme present larrhs . =(( den met broCK, dagege, justin, Gorden, muii mortal. dens miie and kaiiyiinjiie siit at ced riight and left . den cedriic go sayy " xiing fu de wo " hahas. =X dens sometiing happenedd iin CG larrhs . den dagege damn angry. haiish . lalalas. always msg that piig laogongg dens he no replyy wanns . dun wanns msg hiim liaos larrhs . puii ~ hahas . ii dun wanns force ! love ish habingg freedom ! lalalas . =D ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ii got ediit the foto lehs.. ii tiink ii nv save . hahas. PS ! ![]() tiiredd larrhs. hahas . ![]() muii mortal ! =X ![]() dagege new haiirstyle. hahas . =D ii tiink old wanns nicer . =X ii lurrve muii dagege loadds ! =) Saturday, July 29, 2006
BIITCH
12:55 AM manii tiings happen todayy larrhs . 1st ii learnt obb a guud news in the morning iin skool . MR PENG LEAVING THE SKOOL ! hahas . ass happi . ii sackedd hiim . take note . yarrhs . dens.. stoodd and listen to mr lee nag for the whole form teacher's periodd . dens learnt that muii qiinaiiderrhs cry . OMGosh lorrhs . mdm koh giib her offence form . ii nv see muii qiinaiiderrhs cry before lorrhs . dens waitedd for mr leong wiib dem lorrhs. they habing meetingg. dens after the like 30mins talkiing iin the staff rm wiib mr leong, ii told hiim ii from 2/5 . he dun even noe ii from hiis class lorrhs . blurr . still muii fav teacher . haiiyoyo . dens he ask miie go out . taoyann lorrhs . so miie and nanapopo went out. dens play game outsiide. hahas. yarrhs . dens peii qiinaiiderrhs. cosh she oso dun feel like going CCA liaos . so pon wiib her lorrhs . went opp mac dens lot1. dens went home chatt wiib piig laogongg for awhile dens went down to meet dem lerrhs . dens cg. was ok derrhs lorrhs . laiid handds . and did alorrt obb tiings whiich made miie feel like the cg realli verii unitedd until eleanore's father came up and brought the fcukiingg guardd up oso . dens spoil the whole dayy . siians . ii fastedd for 17hrs+ 2dayy lorrhs . 2molo fastingg agn . for Eleanore . and her bro . haiish . siians . ii was damn dulan lorrhs . haiish . both muii handds will be doingg God's workk ! ** haiish . ii feel shho useless lorrhs ! ii let manii manii ppl downn . fwens and whoever that cares for miie . esp muii piig laogongg. always talk to hiim always make hiim haiish wanns . and muii belovedd abbah father iin heavenn . haiish . wth . total biitch ii am . FCUKED UP LIFE . ii almost piickedd up the penkniife and start cuttingg muiiself agn . ![]() hiis life was perfect until ii enteredd . ![]() HATE HER ! she's a total biitch ! Thursday, July 27, 2006
a nv endingg dream .
10:51 PM 2nd time iim wriitingg tiis entryy . 1st time the stupiid tiis hang and closedd muii wiindow . bleahs. okiies . let's start . tuesdayy niite talkedd on fone wiib muii piig laogongg till 3.30am . almost died the next day . skool hours + CCA + meeting cedriic . miie and justiin meet 1st . dens kaiiyiinjiie came . dens walk ard lorrh . dens kaiiyiinjiie haoliians wiib miie . sayy wadd the niite before talk on fone wiib her laogongg until 3am. budd ii broke her recordd . dens she sayy will break miine . hahas . she borrowedd muii digital cam . dens she sayy she help miie take astro boyy the piic . haiish . siians . todayy arhs . nth much lorrhs . just berii berii tiiredd . ohyas ! ii got news ! muii geog assignment 1 gorrt 17.5/20 lehs ! dens assignment 2 ish 15/15 ! full marrks !! OMGosh . iim shho happi lorrhs ! told u . i'll change for the beta !! lalalas . siian . IPW startedd . HE startedd . siince the start obb skool dens proj kiip coming iin lorrhs ! 1st ish history - whiich ii scored verii well XD . dens lit - tiiredd liaos . so.. ii tiink, flunkedd it . now ish IPW and HE proj . whiie no rest wanns . shho damnn tiiredd lorrhs . WTF . haiish ~ ![]() miie and piigkor de bagg . ![]() VANDALISE on the CLASSROOM FLOOR . ![]() miie and muii baobeii ! dun snatch her away ! ![]() DEAR ! ![]() htennek 's . XD Tuesday, July 25, 2006
PROJECTS !
10:38 PM went to bedd ydayy at 3am ! choingg e stwpiid LIT PROJ . saw fiiona online . everybody was choingg-ingg the proj lorrhs . ii almost diied iin skool . shho tiiredd . ii studiiedd for maths test . ok larrhs . so calledd studiiedd . hahas . i'll change for the beta !! stayedd back for maths test . kana bulliedd by a sec 1 larrhs . sadd . =(( hahas . maths test ... ii tiink ii wun fail . hahas . 2more projs on the wayys . yawwns ~ sowwiie peeps . iim LAZY to uploadd piics. 2molo bahhs . hahas . thanks for understandingg ! ps : who gorrt cong laii by lii shengg jiie sendd wo lehs ... =D xiiexiie ! ps agnns : DUN HACK THE PASS CANNS ?! RESPECT !! ** stupiid laogongg kiip lii siiao wo derrhs lorrhs ! taoyann ~ hahas ! iilurrbemuiilaogongg ! Monday, July 24, 2006
24 dayys .
10:47 PM ![]() iin a FAIRYTALE we're livingg iin where onli happiness canns be felt . LOVE LOVE LOVE . YINGJING , MIIE , DEAR . ![]() our hahas . =X ![]() BANG !! ![]() FLY . fireflyy . ii wanns share guud news ! the davincii proj, we scored 16/20 !! all my work lorrhs. wad did the others do.. ii did majorityy and daffy did some. the rest ? haiis . siian . it was their honor to habb miie iin the grp lorrhs. hahas . ** jan o1o1o6 - 24o1o6 24dayys . beautiful dream . julyy o1o7o6 - 24o7o6 . 24dayys. 1st tiime quarrelledd . 24dayys . everytiing canns happen iin just 24dayys ....
fotos to previous entryy .
10:35 PM ![]() it's LOVE between us ! ![]() same shiirt . hahas . =)) ii lurrvekaiiyiinjiie ! ![]() ii saw tiis on justin shiirt. so ii askedd hiim to lemme take a foto obb iit. hahas. =X ![]() mayb its gonna be let out bahs . dunnos ? hahas .
HAPPI BIRTHDAY KAIIYIINJIIE !
12:12 AM went to bugiis wiib xuetiing and piigkor. ii was supposedd to be the wann late. budd dens, iin the end ii still ended up waiitiing for dem. ii was late for 1hr lorrhs. they were late for 1.5 hr ? lalalas . hahas . dens svc . the marriage wanns . dens saw the couple iin front obb miie huggingg each other wen iit was towards the end obb the svc . ii guess the svc realli made dem lurrve each other more bahhs . dens went BS dens met the rest obb the CG lorrhs. den off we go ! plannedd kaiiyiinjiie's surprise . miie , justiin and cedriic. plan until wanns diie arhs. hahas. LONG STORY. so ii just cut short. ii brought kaiiyiinjiie to outsiide 7-11. dens after ced and justin 0k lerrhs justiin call kaiiyiinjiie den cedric pop out behind us den miie and ced start siingiing happi bday song. she was so touchedd that tears was iin her eyes lorrhs. hahas. HARD WORK. hahas. ![]() iim HIIS babygurrl ! ![]() miie and xuetiingg ! ![]() ![]() ii NOLONGER walk alone ! ![]() miie iin blackiie ! xuetiing iin whiite . and Friday, July 21, 2006
was it all LIES ?
11:52 PM RACIAL HARMONY . hahas. lame larrhs. went to meet wenjun and duckiiek0r after skool . ii saiid meet at somerset. kor say dun wanns. meet at dhoby ghuat. den ok lo. ii go dere. den meet lerrhs. kor ask wenjun. go where. wenjun : walk to cine . *faints* shua wo.. dens go bugiis wiib kor. dens cedriic come liaos. went to street. den bought the clothes. kaiiyiinjiie bdayy and miine larrhs. ii just buyy buyy. den we walk walk. den saw other place sell CHEAPER. cheat lo. PC. rush back for cg. stupiid lorrhs. sayy wanns come den nv come. ii call den no ans. sms dens no reply. dulan larrhs. tearedd duriing worshiip . siianzatiion ! ![]() MARRIAGE CERT ! ![]() piggingg iin class. hahas. ![]() duckiiekor rawwks larrhs . hahas . =D ![]() we look retardd lehs. ** msged. no reply. called. no ans. was our eternityy just a stwpiid did ii ever enteredd yr heart before ? was everytiing just a faiiry tale ...?
stupiid sotong miie .
12:31 AM ![]() iit was ydayy that ii that THAT yellow tiing was a bell. sotong miie. ![]() ii DUN miss being a prefect lorrhs. ![]() ii triiedd to KISS her . =X ![]() ii KILLED her . wahahaha . =X ![]() ii took advantage obb her . =X ![]() laogonggong and laopopo . =)) ![]() diiane take for miie de lorrhs. she askedd miie to 'pose' oso. guud photographer siia. hahas. =)) actually ii take alot piic oso cosh that hahas. call miie sot, sotong and piig ... hahas . XD Wednesday, July 19, 2006
bottledd memoriies.
10:17 PM ![]() last wedd : ii tell u peeps. myy MT teacher ROCKS ~ anjiing, tonghua, qingtiian etc ... XD ![]() AMAZING RACE last sat . run all over orchardd . tiis legs carriedd us ~ orchardd statiion to somerset to and fro 6 times. stupiidd guardd at CENTERPOINT . call police. or ALMOST did. bleahs. ![]() duns wanna sayy more abt the winningg. some CHEATERS . bleahs . so much for our hardd workk. ![]() ![]() lets just CUT THE PAIN AWAY .
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