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25th Oct 2013 Went over to sy's bro's place at...

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Grey's Anatomy S10E3

A Change of Heart ep 17

"To love at all is to be vulnerable"

ii saw manii ppl de bloggs. from 2/4 larrhs.
ands, ii suddenly

MISS CAMP ALOT !!

iim missingg iit till im tearingg !!!! =((

VIDEO OB TIMOTHY aka JAYCHOU !



CAMP WAS GREAT!

set off from skool on monday morning.
theres alot ob shuaii instructors lo. hahas. 1 ish JAY CHOU look alike lorrhs ! machiam TWINS canns?! hahas.
reached the camp siite and unpacked everytiing and went to the canteen for lunch lerrhs.
after lunch we went for activities.
JUNGLE RUMBLE.
walked to the entrance ob the jungle. everybody was like.. "wahs! niid walk iin arhs. so dirty" and blahs. budd, the worse has yet to come. before going iin we did the honet drill. ish hab to lie on the floor facing down wiib both yr hands covering yr neck dens cross legs. den just outsiide everybody was complaining. dens walk iin halfway they suddenly shout HONET DRILL ! everybody was like OMGosh ! now ?! dens all lie on the stupid grass. dens kenny they all say got grasshopper beside miie. ii dun believe lorrhs. dens stand up lerrhs they kiip say say say. dens ii notiiced that it was real. hahas. dens walk walk walk... until we reached 1 mud pool. we hab to go across. took a long time before everybody put their legs in. it was just right below the knee. that's how deep it is. dens they ask us to squat iin iit. dens sit. dens HONET DRILL insiide. it was damn yucky lorrhs canns. budd, ii didnt regret it ! and ii bet eberybody wanns to go backk. x) dens went to kayanking or however u spell it. miie and shiiyimeii pair. ii siit infront. she kiip using the paddle hiit miie lorrhs. will paiin norrhs ! dens ii ask her dun paddle. ii paddle ok liaos. hahas. dens went for shower and we prepared for our campfire cheer. ii paiir wiib IVANdi. dens dinner. niiteactivity. they blindfolded everybody. dens we hab to hold the person infront ob us and we just walk walk walk. teaching us the importance ob thrusting fwens. niite. 12am. sleeping tiime ! our hut was noisy. dens the stupid instructor ask us all to go down punishment. kao lorrhs. ii diin even talk. msg muii piig onli lorrhs. ii slept ard 1am bahs.

next morning.
MUII PIIG`s BIRTHDAY ! x)
5.30am. SO NOISY LORRHS ! ii tot is was alrdy 6.3oam thats whiie so noisy. wen ii checkedd, SHOCKED lorrhs ! so early ! dens ii cant sleep back lerrhs. dens just lie dere. at niite so hot. wake up, ii found muiiself so coldd. siian. dens 6.45am den they let us leave the hut. went to wash up andd went back to the hut. there was a frog in our hut ! hohoho. congrats to those slping dere. u actually slept wiib a frog. hahas. dens went for breakfast . dens they play song for us. TONGHUA . hahas. dens some malays were singing from class 2/1. assistant cheif VERON saw and asked dem to siing for us after breakfast. hahas. dens went to change for the high elements activity. power larrhs. hahas. dens ii walk back to drink water alone. dens the JAYCHOU lookalike went to OIIE miie and say hii to miie. hahas. x) GURRLS ~ dun jealous . hahas. dens went to lunch. our duty. ii served the riice wiib yiinglun. dens the other dishes ish chengyin and weizhen. we giib very generously lorrhs. hahas. dens clean the canteen. dens activities agn. FLYING FOX. ii was sleeping dere. hohoho. dens halfway raiin. so diin continue lerrhs. dens practice cheer lorrhs. dens.. denns.. denns... ii 4get wad we do lerrhs. waiit arhs. i tiink...
erms. cant tiink niia. nbm . just say wadd ii rmb.
OH ! rmb lerrhs. okok. we went to canteen for more games. stand on the chair. u noe those canteen chair... those long long wanns.. yarrhs... that wanns. ah. we stand on iit lorrhs. all the gurrl 1 siide the boys another siide. dens we hab to like arrange ourselves larhs. cant let anyone fall off. den like from tall to short. dens biirthday and so on. hahas. and gurrls won all 3 games ! hohoho. GURRL POWER . dens oso play the wan we tangle ourselves wiib our hands dens try to untangle. dens 16 ob us all try. cant. too mani ppl. so we gurrls split into 2 grps. they all untangle lerrhs budd we still cant. try try try . dens ii noticed we got 2 circle. 1 small wanns iinside and 1 biig wann outsiide. hahas. means we untangle 2 lorrhs ! we more power. hahas. dens rain stop. carry on wiib ativitiies. we went outsiide.. walk FAR FAR. dens ii was tiinkiing "wahhs siian. later how walk back" budd we not onli hab to walk backk. still gotta carry ppl lorrhs ! wahs. miie shiiyiimeii and calviin cariied aiisha. siian. muii whole shoulder paiin niia. dens went for more practising obb cheer. we did the BIMBO cheer ! hohoho. its damn farnii canns ?! hahas. dens went to bathe. TOILET ISH DAMN DIRTY CANNS?! dens went for diinner. after dinner went for CAMPFIRE !! it was damn damn fun. dens debrief dens wash up dens slp lerrhs. ii checked muii fone. JonLIM siiao siiao lorrhs. ii iin camp and he asked miie call hiim. crazy. SOT arhs. BLEAHS. verii fedd up.

while sleeping, xiiaoyun's hand slappedd miie and shiiyiimeii`s leg kickedd miie. poor miie. =(

NEXT MORNING. last morning ! tiis morning !
the gurrls were saying how dirty the toilet were and saying whoever hab to wash ish suay . hahas. dens packedd and went for morning exercise. breakfast. LAST TIIME WE SAYING THE HUNGRY CHEER !! =(( we said our best wanns and eat . dens area cleaning. guess how lucky we were. WE ZHONG THE TOILET LORRHS ! 4D oso dun habb so zhun lorrhs. it was damn disgusting canns. bleahs. dens ya lorrhs. waved goodbye to the camp siite. instructors peii us back to skool. mojo dedicated a song to us iin the bus. he sang. greenday derrhs. touchedd larrhs. dens we all cheer and cheer all the wayy back. hahas. ii asked mama come bring miie. dens shun biian fetch diiane. qiinaiiderrhs and nanapopo went lot1. all the instructors went oso. hahas. power. SADD ! ii diin go ! dens dear heard that they were dere, she quickly ran over to see her JAYCHOU. hahas. obbessed larrhs. hahas. ii came home, bathe, slept. woke up by qiinaiiderrhs call. i was like "hello..." dens she "we found JAYCHOU`s and JEREMY`s fwenster." dens ask miie go online. dens ii go lorrhs. hahas. everyone was online liaos. hahas. power lehs they all. hahas.

LET`S GIIB MUII LONG POST A SEXY CLAP !

WE ALL MISS CAMP ~ !!!!!!

REQUEST FROM EILEEN THAT II BLOG ABOUT HER. hahas.
she calledd miie on sunday niite. b4 muii camp. hahas. dens talk talk talk.
shho longg no talk to her lerrhs. hahas. x)
next thursday iim bookedd by her horrhs !
NO other activities foe miie on that day. iim going to reject all activities ! =)

ii told yingjing that ii slept during the flying fox. her reply :

블๑ she; 爱不是占有 . ღ says:
LORD IM AMAZED BY YOU .
블๑ she; 爱不是占有 . ღ says:
become . SYLVIA IM AMAZED BY YOU

and xiinyii saiid someting. we were saying how long it takes to invent a time machine. she she said :
欣仪 xiinyii says:
1 sec
欣仪 xiinyii says:
cause our time machine is in our brain
欣仪 xiinyii says:
we can recall the happy memories

yarrhs. it's so true..


muii art workk. before camp. on sunday wen eatingg wiib diiane. X)

tuesdayy moringg. 1st moring iin camp. checkedd muii fone. no msg.
so take pic lorrhs. hahas.

kenny`s cap.

ii wanns go back !

our FUNKY instructors ! not all are iin, though.
LOVES .

water baptised yday ! hohoho .
"SYLVIA, y0u'll be baptised iin the name in the of the father the son and the holy spirit."
poof ~ under the water and up again ~
yay ~
mama was like muii driver the whole day yday lorrhs. bring miie to jurong church. bring miie home. bring miie to expo. wahs.
muii mama rocks okiies ?!
broCK ish now officially a CG leader ! *claps
after svc went to bedok eat the jap restaurant.
hahas. dens miie, angel, gorden and kaiiyiinjiie went to orchardd.
peii gorden eat. cosh he diin eat iin the restaurant.
dens took last train backk.
dens mama peii wo walk home agn. dens got 1 lorry drive pass. dens the fcuker iinsiide kiip lookingg. dens ii look back. dens he kiip look look look. see wad see larrhs. see yr mother larrhs. shiit ass. dens ii diao hiim. iib muii mama not dere dens ii confirm shout liaos lorrhs. please. bleahs.

today arhs. after the last lesson today ii went shopping wiib diiane and shiiyimeii. GURLFWENS ROCKS. hahas. dens.. fun larrhs. berii longg no shop wiib dem lerrhs. shiiyiimeii toldd miie sometiing and made miie SHOCK. she went to point middle finger at stranger. shockkedd canns?! hahas.

ps:
I MISSH MUII PIIG !!

will be in camp till wedd.

PIIG ! sowwie ! miss yr biirthdayy norrhs.
wish u early birthday now !
hahas.
HAPPI BIRTHDAY !
iilurrbey00h . x)


ICELEMONTEA .

GURLFWENS ROCKS !

after water bap !

ANGEL not dere. hahas.

ALONE *

PIIG x)

WATER BAPTISM TOMORROW !
PLS SUPPORT . X)

words obb satisfaction.
broCHEEKIONG saiid that muii fringe longer liaos. hohoho x)



IM TOO LAZY TO BLOG . x)

ROAR ~ iim so so SO moodLESS now canns ?! roar ~ HE extra lessons in the afternoon. ii 4got to bring the research. dens everybody cant do. so nv do lorrhs. anw no teacher de marrhs. dens ii went to 2/4 see how they doing. dens ii saw Dear cry. dens go talk to her. toldd her abt God derrhs. DEAR ! habb FAITH and BELIEVE and miracles will happen derrhs ~ x) dens she like cry and cry. ii see lerrhs oso no mood. so ii went back to muii own class and send Dear a longg longg msg. dens ii call muii piig. dens ii oso no mood talk. so put downn. dens ii tiink shiiyiimeii sense that ii got sometiing wrong arhs. dens she kiip trying to make miie happy. dens ii oso dun wanns to make her wadd arhs. so just fake fake happy lorrhs. SO DIFFICULT TO NOT SHOW LORRHS ! haiish. ii gave Dear a great biig hug even before ii askedd her anytiing. wen u see someone crying, the best remedy ish huggingg dem ! hohoho. i noe cosh wen ii was down and crying, kaiiyiinjiie wuld gimme a bigg biig hugg too ~ x) and, felt MUCH MUCH beta lerrhs. hahas. ii duns like see Dear cry lorrhs ! ii rmb that tiime she criied so much becosh ob stevenn . dens ii criiedd alongg wiib her lo. dens cry until siiaos. hahas. dens went lot. was talking wiib muii piig on the fone derrhs lorrhs. qiinaiiderrhs start taking muii bag and all.. dens take muii fone and kup... dens ii call backk muii piig dens he no ans liaos. calls dunno how manii tiimes lorrhs. dens ii dulan liaos arhs. dunno angry qiinaiiderrhs or muii piig. ROAR ~ dens ii go home try calling muii piig agn. still no ans lorrhs ! dens try to ignore everytiing larrhs. budd, CANT ! ii sleep oso cant sleep lorrhs ! ii slp awhile dens wake up lerrhs. the shortest tiime ii ever slept lorrhs. cant slp nahhs. so fan lorrhs . ii oso wanns go take muii nametag le lorrhs. ADDICTED to the pain ~ haiish. now haben. budd mayb ii will later. haiish. iim so damn fan lorrhs ! ROARS ~ dens SERENEjiie msg miie lorrhs. yay ~ shho happi. hohoho.

2 ppl from msn come jiio miie lorrhs. hohoho.
face REJECTION. x)
ands, stop rubbing salt askingg miie to break wiib muii piig.
ii WUN . =)


dear ;;
FAITH ISH A VERB .

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ii cant smile now.
ii cant laugh now.
I WANS TO FEEL THE PAIN ON MUII ARM AGAIN.

siianzatiion . fail lit presentation le larrhs ! after Diane's turn, she passedd to peiizhenn . dens Miss Zee was SHOUTING at her lorrhs. ii tiink she oso not happi arhs. dens PeiZhen go read her slide loud loud. dens MissZee was saying and saying and saying. ii dun even noe wadd ii doind arhs. ii berii tiiredd. lucky for her lorrhs ! iib ii wasnt tiiredd, ii confiirm will say back derrhs. after the presentation Diane oso not happi liaos. she turn to miie and say " fucker larrhs " wahs. ii totally shockedd lorrhs ! Diane will like that. power. hohoho. all learning from miie . hahas. dens MrLeong oso came into our class. nag for 1hr. missedd hiis whole lesson. hohoho. he sayy iivanDI iin class. dens iivanDI go say back lorrhs ! power. everybody oso stun arhs. hahas. dunn even noe wadd happenedd to muii class. everybodyy all change until so rebellious. hahas. budd iin the beginning obb the year ii was the star larrhs. hahas. cosh obb the throwing backk ob the tie to mrPENG . hahas. lalalas. ii was damn fcuked-up iin lorrhs . muii BIITCH went to spread CY's name lorrhs. ii was damn dulan lorrhs. dens Hongpiing kiip CY CY CY. wahs. fcuk lorrhs. knn. no balls. BLEAHS. went to fiind the other 6 ob dem at lot. cosh they no niid stay backk. we niid lo. shho go fiindd dem. we walk ard. walk walk walk. dens decided wadd we wanna buy for camp lerrhs. all buy same water bottle, shirt... hahas. yeah. after ii reachedd Gombak, Cedriic called miie lorrhs. ask miie meet hiim at 5pm. dens ii quickly rush home, got the money and go back. he made miie wait 30mins lorrhs ! waste muii tiime. dens he wasnt expecting the money from miie lorrhs ! it's wiib kaiiyiinjiie. wahs. ii oso bwg lorrhs. made miie wait so longg ! siian. hohoho.

haiish ~

PS : PIIG ! the foto iin fwenster ish damn ugly canns ?! delete horrhs !

180806
before going to sleep, qiinaiiderrhs send tiis msg :
Sylvia! ... i can go create JESSICA'S VERY OWN DICTIONARY! ... I found the meaning of kiss!

the meaning of kiss:

An upper preparation for a lower invasion that will lead to further penetration with fast acceleration that will build the next generation ...

that's what she send lorrhs. ands, it's quite chiim. ii see see look look awhile dens ii understand. DEAR they all dun understand lorrhs. hahas. ii so lihai. hahas. ii still must explain to dem. hahas. x)
dens ii going sleep liaos. miie andd riichardd sayy we'll prank call each other. he saiid he'll prank call miie at 5am. ii saiid i'll prank call hiim at 4am. iin the end, he prank MSG miie at 3.30am. so ii diin sleep. msg hiim . actually he wanns treat miie derrhs. budd ii cant . go meet the stupiid piig larrhs. hahas.
went home to change dens meet cedriic and kaiiyiinjiie at CCKSS to get broCK and eleanore's prezzie. hahas . dens went to dhoby ghaut to meet muii stupiid piig . waited for 1hr lorrhs ! luckyy got Gorden peii wo talk on fone . Gorden take traiin from bishan . dens ii sayy iib he reach dhoby ghaut lerrhs dens the piig haben comes dens ii go church wiib hiim. dens ii call the piig. he told miie he iin little india lerrhs . dun go church.. so ii askedd Gorden to go lorrhs. duns waiit for miie. dens Gordenn ask miie whiie ii acceptedd muii piig . he told miie alot ppl like miie last tiime. listedd out afew names.. dens he saiid JOHNNY . so shockkedd canns ?! iib u dunno who's johnny, he's parry's fwen. that time N337 went to bedok to eat at the jap restuarant derrhs. dens he and parry and muii mortal stay outsiide for awhile to smk that wanns. stupiid Gorden. they all no tell miie lorrhs ! ii even 4got abt thiis person's existence liaos. hahas . dens Gorden oso admitedd that he USED to like miie. wen he just startedd coming church. hahas. that tiime duckiiekor still got come derrhs. hahas. hmm. dens waiit until ii wanns die arhs. Gorden reach tanah merah liaos. dens he ask miie wanns wait for miie marrhs. dens ii call muii piig. no ans. ii realli wantedd go de lorrhs. budd Gorden alrdy late liaos. ii go down onli sabo Gorden. so ii say nbm lorrhs. just go. dens stupiid piig come liaos. hahas. THANKS GORDEN. dens we stayedd in the station the whole time lorrhs. dunnos where to go . hoho . ii nv stay iin the statiion for so longg iin muii entire life b4. 4hrs lorrhs ! OMGosh. hahas.

19o8o6
went to skool at 7am. OMGosh lorrhs. ii dun even noe whiie diane ask miie to go so early. waste muii tiime onli canns?! yawwns. dens the PTM. damn farnii. ii siit wiib shiiyiimeii. dens her mother sayy " yr principal sure can talk. cannot finish wan." dens wahahha. damn farni lorrhs. dens after MrsSIM say thank u wad wad wad.. ii quickly clap. i was the 1st wann to clap. hahas. ii broke the SILENCE. please larrhs. ii tiink iib ii diin clap, she'll drag and drag and drag... everybody canns sleep wanns lorrhs. dens ii went to fiind kaiiyiinjiie. dens we go slack ardd. dens we dedicate songg. ii dedicate to 2005NDP - fishes, 2/5 and kaiiyiinjiie. dens kaiiyiinjiie walk away.. ii 4got for wadd larrhs. den shoban read out muii dedication. dens sayy kaiiyiinjiie's name. she quickly turn around lorrhs. shockked. hahas. farnii. dens siian liaos. we spent all our cupon liaos. dun wanns stay iin skool lerhs. so ii go home. bathe. dens go out buy broCK and eleanore de cake. dens go church lerrhs. late arhs. hahas. Dr.A.R.benard - POWER ! hahas. budd svc until quite late. dragggg. hahas. after svc we celebratedd broCK bday. he gave hiis speech. he saiid sometiing that realli touchedd miie lorrhs. he saiid he chose us all hiimself. those that were from sisterSHER's cg derrhs. E168. SisterSHER gave hiim the privillage to choose. and he chose us. ii was berii touchedd lorrhs. haiiyo. and ii still did alot obb thiings that let the hiim down derrhs. haiish. REGRET larrhs ! hahas. went home.. totally K.O. lorrhs. actually diin wanns call muii piig lerrhs. budd he ask miie call. dens call lorrhs. dens he go out. ask miie sleep 1st. lucky he meet fwens. iib not ii 4eva cant sleep wanns. hahas. jace, ced and muii piig msg miie. ii diin even notice. too tiiredd larrhs. cant blame. hahas. woke up at 9.15am lorrhs. siianzatiion. ii lack ob muii beauty sleep !

PS: dagege. dun worry . hahas . ii wun miiss u wen ii iin the camp derrhs. and, nobody will bully miie wans. onli the mosquitoes. hahas. x)

P.P.S :
II LURRBE MUII PIIG !


HEATHER LAOGONGG ! x)

we rocks canns?!

hohoho . x)

shiiyiimeii and shuiidongglou !
marriedd siince 25mayo6 . x)

took thiis piic wens ii was goingg to skool. shho berii darkk lorrhs.
thiis ish the place where ii was separatedd from hiim lorrhs.
he's the onli person who sent miie backk before.
KISSGUUDBYE . x)
too badd, iim missing hiim NO MORE . =))

walking home at niite ish a little kong bu.
budd, 1o1% God`s gurrl ! no scaredd wanns !
hahas. JESUS REIGNS !

see that stupiid yellow nametag ?
iit peii wo during the 6mths lorrhs.
muii cuts was from iit. muii burns were from iit oso.
budd iim not so stupiid to do that anymore !
so paiin and ii gotta kiip the scars from everybody. hahas.

toiletbowl gurrls rocks !
shiiyiimeii , wanlijun and shuidonglou ~
x)


grief and paiin are the prices we hab to pay for the love and total commitment we hab for another person. the more we love, the more we are hurrt wen we lose the object ob our love. and, ii hab a phobiia ob gettingg hurrt agn . it's life WORSE than hell . iive gone thru iit before and ii noe. iit's scary. THRUST MIIE.

diin blogg yday . x)

16o8o6
no CCA cosh went to SP . the skool ish biig . ii tiink u let miie iin i'll get lost . hahas . dens play dunno wadd game larrhs . siians . dens run ard the whole skool like siiao . 4 diff skools went . all sec 2. CCKSS won most prizes lorrhs ! wahahaha . CCKSS = CHAMPIONS ! x)

17o8o6
iincharge obb getting the tiings for sat's carnival . and sat's carnival ish till 3pm . meaningg, ii gotta wear skool u to church . OMGosh . no wayy . iim going home to CHANGE ! hahas . x) going to IMM 2molo, ii guess. to get the stuff niidedd . total cost = $160 . OMGosh. 2/5 peeps ! u beta giib us the money 2molo . ii wun fork out muii own . hahas . SHOW MIIE THE MONEY ~ not onli ii incharge larrhs . siiao . wanns buy 500 canns ob longan lorrhs . and other stuff . HOW TO CARRY ?! siiao lorrhs . summore 2molo gotta go buy the bday prezzies for eleanore and broCK de bday . siianzatiion . so manii tiings to do norrhs .
muii skiin ish peeling off becosh ob the sunburn lorrhs . =(
sec 2 camp in 2wks .

THINGS TO BRING AND NOT TO BRING :

clothing
1. T-shirt ( at least 2 skool shirt and 1 dark colouredd ) 4 (excluding the one wearing)
2. Shorts/pants/bermudas 3 (excluding the one wearing)
3. Track pants 1 or 2 pairs (compulsory)
4. Undergarments
5. Pyjamas(optional)
6. Sweater
7. Cap (optional)
8. socks
9. Rags (compulsory)

footwear
1. old shoes to be thrown away
2. track shoes
3. Slippers

personal items
1. toiletries
2. towel
3. sun block ii dun wanna get sunburn agn ! paiin !
4. insect repellant (no mosquito coil) -.-
5. pillow/blanket/sleeping bagg
6. pen/pencil
7. toilet paper
8. hangers
9. alarm clock
10. plastic bag

COMPULSORY ITEMS !
1 . water bottle
2. Personal medication
3. Umbrella/raincoat/poncho
4. plate, fork and spoon, mug/cup

THINGS TO LEAVE AT HOME
1. MP3/HP/AIR-CON/TV/FRIDGE/etc...
2.JEWELLERY
3. Excessive cash
4. sunglasses

iim bringingg muii HP and MP3 . wahahaha . =)
ohyas. the person (the wan incharge) asked us nott to bring excessive cash cosh the hut will hab no doors. dens muii tiinkingg was "no door ? dens how go iin ? enclosed ? " budd correct tiinkiing ish : NO DOORS. just a open space dere for u to walk iin " GET IT ? x)

water baptism next sat !

MORTAL ! duns like that nahhs . =((
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siianzatiion . whiie must show miie the "wo jiiao jiin san shun" . tiis show horrhs.. haiish . wen ii was realli going thru alot last tiime ii watched tiis show lorrhs . gave miie alot encouragement though . it helpedd miie to walk outta the DARKNESS iin muii liife .
1 sentence that ii still rmbedd . in the middle obb the show . saiid by hee-jiin or however u spell the name . she saiid " it's all in the past, that's wadd make miie mad " and dunno wadd larrhs . cant rmb liaos . oh ya . she saiid " memoriies are just memoriies . they hab no power ." and guess wadd . ii tiink it made ALOT ob sense . budd, although memoriies habb no power, they're precious to miie ...


hohoho . x)

yingglun`s and zhenyu`s ART iin 30mins . x))

POWER

LOLS ?

ii liike tiis wann best . hahas .

diiane`s name spelledd backkwardds .
muii name ish spell " SALIVA"
yiinglun`s KID
fadzil ish fadzil
smell lion = cheng yiin
shiit head = zheng wen

WE're incharge obb buying the tiings for food and funfair . x)


IIM SO NOT IN THE MOOD TO BLOG !

DUN RULE OVER MY LIFE !


ii saw tiis on qiinaiiderrh`s de blogg . and, II PROTEST !
-.-!

ohs ya . ii rmb pastor kongg`s preachingg last sat .
QUES : wadds the difference between a woman and a battery ?
ANS : a battery has a positive siide .

PROTEST ! hahas . tiis the onli wann ii rmb larrhs .
for the husbandds joke arhs.. ii catch no ball . duns understandd at all . hahas . =))

whee ~ block nose ish MUCH beta . budd, cough lerrhs ! wahahaha . =)) HOORAY iim siickk . =( actually , ii oso dunno wadd to blogg todayy . stupiid nanapopo and qiinaiiderrhs kiip sayyingg miie gurrl gurrl . OMGosh lorrhs . qiinaiiderrhs oso sayy from ahlians become guai kiia liaos . eeeyerrrrrrr. SOBS ! weizhenn power lorrhs . today actually tiing xiie wanns . budd she shed crocodile tears and teacher postpone to 2molo . wahahah . POWER lorrhs . still got wadd to add on ? nth lerrhs lehs.. no larrhs . ish lazy to tiink . hahas . =) SERENEjiie saiid she calledd wo just now budd diin get thru . siians . 2molo going dagege's skool lehs . SINGAPORE POLY . budd he's not going to be iin skool . hahas . he cant see hiis cute meii lerrhs ~ hahas .

just now wens talking on the fone wiib muii piig, ii suddenly realisedd that iim habingg muii sec2 camp on hiis biirthdayy . hahas .
PIIG ! duns worry . i'll make iit up derrhs . hahas . x)
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yooh awakennedd those feelinggs iinsiide obb miie ,
whiich ii hab 4gotten existedd .
yooh make miie emotional .
from tiis moment on ,
as longg as ii liive,
i'll love yooh .
ii promiise u thiis .



my empty heartt ish shoutingg .

missSYL studiies hardd to glorify God's name ! hahas .
GUAI KIA . not ahlian !

wahaha. ii diid tiis pic cosh that tiime piiglaogongg ask miie call hiim.
dens cant online marrhs. dens just go paint and anyhow do lorrhs . that tiime was the 1st tiime ii calledd muii piig . hahas .
at that tiime, o3o7o6 still not impt . just normal date lorrhs . hahas . budd now, ish IMPT . hahas . x)
budd horrhs . 030706 got 24hrs lorrhs . tiis piic ish 12.39am do derrhs . startingg ob o3o7o6 .
our storyy startedd at 11.53pm . almost 24hrs later . hahas . x)

im siick . iim siick . iim so siick . =(( went to skool wiib a bad flu todayy ! headache siince last niite . so ate and ate panadol . wahahaha . =X usedd up muii 2packks ob tissue and ppl hadd to help miie ask for more . wahahaha . KENNY savedd muii life . hahas . =) dens after skool went to miit brother cheekiongg and justin at opp mac . dens went to pray for skool revival . hahas . yarrhs . dens stupiidd piig kiip wanns come downn . wahahaha . CANNOT ! X) hahas .

wahlaos . stupiid haiir . now ii look so GUAI lorrhs . stupiid nanapopo oso kiip sayyingg ii cute . OMGosh . keliians wo . =(

wahahaha . the stupiid shiitass . sabo miie that tiime . summore got MRPENG den. now, bo support liaos . see miie dens siiam . no balls lorrhs . fcuker . who ask hiim step on muii toes . now iim going to make sure he REGRETS ! x)

muii throat iish killingg miie .
ii hope ii hab a fever 2molo shho ii canns miss skool . x)

ii get irritatedd easily wen iim siickk .
shho iib anytiinggs happen ,
PLEASE UNDERSTAND . =)
thanks for yr cooperation .

PS : no piics cosh iim lazy and iim siickk . =)

1st tiingg tiis morningg was receivedd a longg msg from piiglaogongg . hahas . ii was extra extra touchedd by the msg . =) iilurrbemuiipiiglaogongg ! hahas . budd , he always no reply wo derrhs lorrhs . ii waiit for hiis reply waiit until wanns diie . always get disappointedd wen ii see muii fone wiib no msg . dens wen ii checkedd iit duringg tuition ii saw a msg . wahs ! damn happi . tot he reply liaos . budd ish not ! extra disappointedd. blahs . dens last niite oso no ans muii call . still ask miie call . blahs . no expectency wanns lorrhs . dens ii rmbedd sometiingg agn lorrhs . although CY will flirt , budd he realli will love e person alot wens he jiio dems lorrhs . so, ii shuld sayy, he not flirt . just that hiis feelinggs fade FAST . that tiime hiis batt diiedd totally . he quickly come out and take chiihow's fone lorrhs . he wantedd to msg the gurrl . budd, hiis contacts was iin hiis fone derrhs . dens he was extra not happi . he canns even dun wanns hiis fone just wanns hiis contacts . siianzationn . budd the privillage ish nolonger miine . =) and ii nv knew how guud iit felt to not habb the privillage .

went for piiano , tuition and another lesson . before the lesson piiglaogongg FINALLY msg miie lerrhs . although the content wasnt berii pleasingg , budd ii was happi to receive hiis msg . =)) dens after lesson went to eat outsiide lot wiib shiiyimeii . bought bread from 4leaves worth $7 . hahas . dens we eat until ful full . hahas . dens go westmall meet mummyy go cut haiir . ii noe ii duns cut ! ii regret !! ish extra short . the fringe . actually wens she cut behindd liaos ii was berii satiisfiiedd wann lorrhs . until the fringe . =(( wanns cry liaos larrhs . sleep awhile dens wake up and ii got FLU ! sobs . =(

RIICHARD BERII GUUD ! he owe miie 2meals cosh ii helpedd hiim marrhs . dens ii just say say sakae . dens he say ok lehs ! he say 5days dun eat to treat miie . power ! hahas . budd, im GOOD ! ii rejectedd hiis offer . hahas . =) ii still owe dagege a sakae meal thanks to ANGEL ! stupid angel .

ii famous liaos ! fwenster shho manii ppl add . msn oso . wahahaha . feel honouredd to hab ppl askingg miie for iintro . wahahaha . budd unfortunately for dem , IIM TAKENN . =)

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ii HAD doubts abt piiglaogongg before . and iim sure he had hab hiis doubts abt miie . yarrhs . wen ii acceptedd hiim , iit's true that ii diin hab feelinggs for hiim den . budd, ii canns say that now, iilurrbehiim . and iim sure he wun let miie downn . eben iib iit has to be someone lettingg the other down , iim sure that ii wuld be the one letting hiim downn . budd , iim not goingg backk to CY . ii crawledd backk to hiim once. till muii hands and knees were bruisedd . ii knockedd on the old front door . begging for a 2nd chance. muii priide spilledd on the floor . budd now, IM NOT GONNA BE GOING BACK ANYMORE . eben iib ii canns just WALK backk . ii WUN wanns the honour anymore ! ii wun let muii piiglaogongg downn . =))

PIIGGY LANDD !
PS : muii piig ish siick ! prayy for hiim horrhs ! stupiid angel and mortal . now ii noe u all visiit muii blogg derrhs . beta PRAY ! and pray for miie oso . cosh ii tiink iim falling ill ! thanks stupiid angel and mortal !
PIIG ! see doctor ! see the doc so shuaii . must go see ! hahas . =)
ii lurrbe muii piig and nth's gonna change that ~ XD



miine and qiinaiiderrhs ! =)

INFORMAL .

17th annivassary !
be JEALOUS . they're muii FAMILY .

FIREWORKS !

N337 canns nv be replacedd .

ii regret cuttingg haiir !
so regret canns ?!
ii wanns backk muii tiis haiir !

on dha wayy home .
justiin and miie . =)
derrick's mortal and derrick's angel . CUTE angel . =)

ii look so stupiid lorrhs !!
machiam a fake DOLL .

ASTROBOII STICKER ! hahas =)

ii just feel like addingg on . whiie God briing hiim backk to miie after ii 4get hiim lerrhs hurrhs ? for the past 6mths ii was hopingg that we wuld meet . budd not even once . now that ii 4got hiim , God brought hiim backk . wiierdd hurrh ? iis iit a joke or wadds ? is it God testiingg miie or wadds . for 6mths ii got nth . after ii 4got hiim , God brought hiim to miie . TWICE . haiish .

everytiingg's gettingg mixedd up .
muii life's iin a COMPLETE mess .

NO PIIC TODAY ! lazyy . sowwie !

0k . startt . 1st tiingg wen meet kaiiyiinjiie . GO LOT ! got astroboii the sticker lerrhs . hahas . =)) iim ass happi . =)) y0u'll noe whiie later on . okiies . dens church svc . pastor preachedd on the wives roles and responsibilityy . hahas . dens the marriedd couples huggedd and kissedd . hahas . wantedd ask broCK go fiind sisterGYWN . hahas . =X dens iin the train learnt sometiingg . not dagege go . ish somebody else . haiish . whiie must breakk N337 up . haiish . whiie must like that.. muii family lehs ! haiish .. dens go esplanade see see look look fireworkks . SO MANII PPL LORRHS . please . hahas . dens ppl fiite . iinfront obb us . siian . lucky we're God's childd . nth happens. somebody got pushedd to the groundd . GOD ISH GUUD . AMEN ! hahas . dens go suntec . stupid angel . we walk wrongg way . ii 4got we were going suntec . dens walk wiib angel . dens walk wrong way . u noe the place iin city link the go down dens go up agn dat wanns ? dunno dens go city link more oftenn . =) yarrhs . it was mountain ppl mountain sea lorrhs . and we sotongg . go up and down up and down 3 tiimes ii tiink . hahas . dens at last ii leadd muii stupidd angel to suntec . hahas . meet broCK . dens kaiiyiinjiie msg miie say CY and duckiiekor was dere . dens ii calledd duckiiekor ask hiim where's he . dens he toldd miie suntec. dens ii say "ok lorrhs. got fate dens meet " dens ii kiip hoping we wuld meet lorrhs ! dens another miracle happens . wen we goingg down the escalator ii saw dem . CY saw miie 1st . dens duckiiekor dreamingg. dens ii knock the escalator . ii lookedd and CY and he lookedd back lorrhs . dens like for 2sec. dens ii look away . hahas . MIRACLE lehs ! GOD ISH EXTRA GOOD . AMEN AMEN ! see . after waiitiing for 6mths . hahaha . =)) summore we meet the both times ish no meet or wadds wann lorrhs . FATE . hahas . even miie and piiglaogongg sayy wanns meet oso no meet iin the endd derrhs . ii diin even meet CY ands we will must like that bump iinto each other . hahas . haiish . siianzatiion larrhs . bleahs .

pastor preachedd that we shuldnt ask ourselves how guud we are . ask the person who ish receivingg iit . like for exp , dun ask miie iib iim a guud steadd . ask piiglaogongg iib he feels lovedd . ands, ii feel ii shuld be honest . ii feel lovedd . budd, just that little little biit . eben dear saiid that we are like, not steadd at all lorrhs . we are far far away from her and stevenn wen they were 2gether last tiime . see arhs . even ii meet piiglaogongg , we wun meet iin the endd derrh lorrhs . dens ii no meet CY or wadds horrhs, we'll bump into each other lorrhs . ok larrhs . ii dun count iin jan those tiimes wen ii meet CY derrh . just tiis month iitself . ii meet CY more dens ii meet piglaogongg . summore ish no plan derrhs lorrhs . no . we nv plann . God plannedd iit for us . ya lorrhs . and ii canns be honest wiib u agn . miie and piiglaogongg ish like not movingg on . haiish . nbm . let miie stopp on tiis topiic .

ANGEL and MORTAL ! u all betrayy miie . ii kiip hittingg angel just now . hahas . poor angel . =) mortal lucky. run away 1st . u'll get iit ! hahas . =X

ASTRO GURRL

HAPPI 41st biirthdayy Siingapore !
41 years oldd lerrhs . must guaii . =X

0kiies . dun lame . tiis ish muii 2ndd tiime postingg tiis entry. no . typingg tiis entryy . com hangg yday ! always like that . pray that nth goes wrongg now . =)

o9o8o6
woke up earlii earlii ! dens went to Sentosa lerrhs ! hahas. 1st game ish kaiiyiinjiie and dagege leadd . dens mutouren . ii leadd . wiib jon . wahs . ii tiink it suks . =( yarrhs . dens play the murderer . jace and cedriic die . dens ii sayy " wahs . both wear red derrh..." dens ii die. ii talk to much lerrhs .hahas . dens behindd got ppl playingg soccerr . dens the ball accidentally hiit miie . dens ii die iin the game . DIED TWICE . hahas . dens arhs . cut cut cut ! last game . actually ii was dry derrhs ! until last game dens wet . =( budd iin the end a few obb us oso ran into the waters. hahas . toiilet got free show larrhs . =X hahas . dens ii got sunburnt . eleanore kiip callingg miie LOBSTER . Lynn kiip sayingg ii got 2 colours . hahas . went to esplanade after that . tot got fire works . budd dun habbs ! dens ii meet yinggjingg and shuyi lorrhs . cosh they oso dere. dens talk to yingjingg trying to tell her where am ii . say for 17mins still dunnos . dens ii talk to shuyi for just 1min denns she noe liaos . hahas. POWER . dens kaiiyiinjiie broke downn . she misses NDP loaddss . haiish . all ob us does . haiish . dens went arcade lorrhs . iin marina . dens all go lerrhs . left miie and kaiiyiinjiie at esplanade dere. dens caught last traiin backk .

10o8o6
skool holidayy ! budd kelians de piiglaogongg gotta go skool . hahas . budd got miie peii lorrhs ! hahas . where got like hiim always bo replyy wanns . hahas . ii slept alorrt lorrhs . woke up at 1.40pm . dens went backk to sleep agn at 4pm . woke up at 6pm . hahas .

11o8o6
wantedd to pon CCA to meet piiglaogongg . budds he siick . shho iin the endd oso no meet . iin the traiin on the wayy to CG wiib kaiiyiinjiie and justin, got BIG tiing happenns . we were talkingg talkingg . dens a biitch go say us lorrhs . she talk talk talk dens kiip shoot us . talking to herself lookingg at her hp PHOTOS . dens alorrt ppl lookingg at her lorrhs . dens she fake fake talk on the fone . den she kiip say lanjiiao lorrhs . dens justin buay tahan . go sayy " tiiam tiiam larrhs antie " . iib u noe justiin, he wun like that derrhs . dens she SHOUT backk lehs ! dens ii go say her backk . u not even talkingg on the fone dens fake wadd . dens she say " how u noe ii not talking on the fone " dens ii sayy " dens u show yr fone larrhs " dens dunno wadd happen miie and kaiiyiinjiie startedd raisingg our voice. the whole cabiin lookingg . dens got 1 person help us lorrhs . he go say " kaobeii larrh auntie . ii listen MP3 oso canns hear wad u saying lorrhs " dens ii sayy " ya lorrhs ! kaobeii larhhs " dens dunno sayy wadd dens ii buay tahan . ii shout " HONGGAN LARRHS ! " dens reach woodlands . dens she sayy u not happi dens go down larrhs . dens we sayy whiie we go down . oso not we wrong . dens she go down . dens we follow . dens 2 stupiid extra ppl come stop us from quarrelingg wiib her. 1 ish our skool derrhs dunno who larrhs. extra. dens another wanns ish passerby. 1 person oso came downn wiib us from the train . he help us . dens we still quarrel lorrhs . the train oso diin move. dens 2 ppl from the mrt dere derrhs came up . budd we stiill shouting lorrhs . alot ppl look . dens ii realli buay tahan lorrhs . iib dun hab the two extra ii confiirm slap that biitch lorrhs . dens the teacher from muii skool derrhs go say " ii wun tell all tiis to miss siim or whoeva " dens ii was tiinkiingg oso not we wrong ! we got the whole cabiin on our siide lorrhs . even ppl come down to help us lorrhs ! scaredd wadd . even iib really will under probation or wadd ii oso will not regret hittingg the biitch lorrhs . before she left she oso sayy " even small kiids bully miie, ii not born to let u all bully derrh lorrhs ! " dens ii shout backk " means u realli got sometiing wrong dens ppl will say marrhs ! " fcuk her larrhs . ii nv shout iin public so loudd b4 lorrhs . TYPE OSO DULAN LARRHS . fcuker biitchh .
dens reach biishann for CG . combiinedd wiib S23 cosh broCK not feelingg well . dens ii call piiglaogongg . ii tiink iib duns habb the two extra we wuldnt be at biishan that time . we alrdy iin the police station . lalalas . dens after CG fellowshiip . budd ii still regretedd not slappingg the biitch . and wad's worst ish that ii criied after quarrelingg lorrhs . whiie ii always tear wanns hurrh ? ii berii emo lehs . ii niid traiin tiis point mans. =)

haiish . dagege wanns leave N337 ? =(

actually , ii got alorrt tiings kept iin muii heartt lorrhs . those feelinggs ... haiish . budd ii toldd noone abt iit yet . waiit till buay tahan liaos dens sayy bahs . hahas . dun let muii 1person feelinggs affect shho manii ppl . =)

hahas . actually, quite amazingg that i'll be wiib piiglaogongg. cosh everytiime fwenster or msn de ppl ask miie calls dem dens ii wun call derrhs lorrhs . ii'll fiindd any excuse to push dem aways lorrhs . budd dunnos whiie that tiime piiglaogongg ask miie calls dens ii calls . summore ii was using internet that tiime . ii went offline just to call hiim lorrhs . hahas . ii tiink iib that tiime ii no call we oso wun be 2gether now . hahas . God made tiis wayy for miie . hahas . and ii lurrve muii piiglaogongg loadds !

LOVE ISH A 2WAY TIING .


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SMILE . even iib iit hurrts .



N337 ! muii familyy . muii love .

CEDRIC ACT GAY !

wanns go home lerrhs . =) NATIONAL DAY .
1 yr ago at tiis time we just reachh skool after the performance.
haiish . ii miish FISHES ! and, ii receivedd alot feedbackk that last yr NDP wad much nicer dens tiis years ! =)


muii attitudes .
accept muii TEMPER .


ii canns take any paiin for yooh .

RIICHARDD theory on "o" and "0" hahas .

ii fianlly blogged wo prob ! =)

WISH LIST BY AUG !
- go xiiaoguiilingg ! go wiib who oso canns ! alone oso canns ! =)
- ASTRO boyy shiirt !
- ASTRO boyy stiickerr . name derrhs .
- READ MORE BIBLE !
- spendd more tiime wiib piiglaogongg !

that tiime take at xiiaoguiilingg derrhs . wens ii was realli realli depressedd cosh obb CY . =)

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