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25th Oct 2013 Went over to sy's bro's place at...

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Grey's Anatomy S10E3

A Change of Heart ep 17

"To love at all is to be vulnerable"

Super belated birthday present from Zhuona!
i'm still more than happy to receive super uber belated birthday. :D


Brought Apple to the vet & she was the only one acting like a mad dog. so PS.
Somemore i was alone.



went to Clementi to eat the korean food thingy and it really sucks okay.
seriously...
and the tissue was my 'plate'.
look the the amt of oil accumulated!


Went westmall aft that.
Got the CJ7 from TS cause mama bought VCD and hence we could have this 20% off original price.

A picture speaks a thousand words?


celebrated her birthday. :D see how shocked she is.


i found this super olddddddd cam in my drawer.
it's not working anymore. it's 2megapix. same as my current phone.
how cool..



View from home on two different days.



went to Fila warehouse today.
wanted to go running w Chuanyong today since shuyi was lazy.
But it started raining. ]:
im v proud of these 2 pairs of shoes!


was browsing through my past posts. found this.

She loves you not because you are good
looking, have money, buy her things,
make her parents happy, or that you
can have anything you want in a snap.


She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,
everything you do.
Guys, cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you
that way.


You won't wanna regret letting go of
that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the
least you can do is to give her
unconditional love as she has given to
you.

Read through the past posts.
Saw how much we went through.
Noticed how patient i was w him then.
& i wonder, how did i even make myself so patient and still held on for so long.
Quarrels almost everyday. Always having to wait for his reply.
wahlao eh. if it happened now agn, i sure turn my back and walk away.
But things took for a change since you entered the navy.
& in fact, a tremendous change. I totally gave up hope on us.
We didnt meet and all. On that particular day, i really wanted to leave you.
Unexpected, you came down. From then on, everything changed.
We meet almost everyweek. Having you to travel down most of the time.
Even sending me back when you seriously dont have too.
& last week i thot i would lose you. I prepared myself for losing you to minimize the hurt.
But it turns out better now.
You're trying, & your efforts are being recognised.
We managed to get through tough times.
How many couples can actually do that?
Mayb they'd give up on each other once they meet up w an obstacle.
But they'd nv know that if they'd actually pass that stage, their love would grow stronger.
& once the chance pass you by, you might lose it forever.
Baby, im glad to have gone through those times w you.
& now, i cant ask for more. We love, and are going to cont loving.
less than 24hours to 9th months..

thanks for giving me this chance to go through everything w you. YYY


What if your love & goodness towards me becomes a habit and i just lose it all one day?
it'd be hell.
But, who cares abt the future?
Who knows what the future would bring?...
The only thing i know now is, you're so special to me.
&that we love. At this v moment, you're everything.
Whatever the future brings, for now, this v sec,
itrulyloveyou.

came online to check out the post on the Sec3 camp.
that's the good thing about blogs. helped me w my NYAA. :D
then i missed the camp so much!
guess it was the only time 4/5`o8 was so united.
even though w the fact that we still didnt know each other well.
oh well...

boy's been out since last night and just went back in.
had to come out cause of something. & he motivated me to study for bio test. :D
&he's changed so much, so different from the past and that's a good thing!
cause he changed fr the better. [: & it's nice to hear from him that im the only one.
well, that's what he said.. anw, he said he'd come & accompany me if he'd be able to come out tmr.
but then agn, i think he said he's coming out on sat. how to hear him when the background so noisy?
so, i always just 'orh orh orh' & end up trying to figure what he said. yawns.

it's so nice that i dont have to call 18times and you still cant wake up.
so nice that you can auto wake up yourself. :D


Melody Carlson, i so love you!
she brings me closer to God aft each chapter i read in her book. :D

told you we'd be able to pass this thru. :D

although i was rdy to lose you..

&thanks Eileenkhoo fr accompanying me that night.
i called her down super late lah. :D


Reading a book which TunLi lent me. It's titled 'Deep Green' by Melody Carlson. This book got really 'holy' in the middle. Yeah, so it's good to read it if you're on the verge of backsliding. Cause perhaps me leaving the church and the cg is one of my regrets? But i didnt really wanted to leave although I had the thought. yeah, i dont wanna go into it anymore. Basically, I was 'neglected', i guess. And now i so miss the cg, so miss the preaching by PastorKong and so miss God. But then again, i got used to having my sat free. :/ So, im in a dilemma. Anw, O level's this year. excuses. *roll eyes* the cg's changed ssssssssoooooooooooo much. I dont know like, 90% of them? hah.

Suddenly feel so high although im tired.

GOD IS LOVE. YAY!

If a girl cries in front of
you, it means that she couldn't take it
anymore.

If you take her hand, she would stay
with you for the rest of your life; if
you let her go, she couldn't go back
to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily, Except in
front of the person who she love the
most, she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily, only when she
loves you the most, she put down her
ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you
please hold her hands firmly, she's
the one who would stay with you for
the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please dont give her up, maybe because of
your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cry right in front of you,
when she cry because of you, Look into
her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n
hurt she's feeling?

Think....

Which other girl have cried with pure
sincerity, Infront of you, And because of
you?


She cry not because she is weak, She
cry not becasue she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry, Because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain, hurt, n
agony have become too big a burden to
be kept inside...


Guys, Think about it...


If a girl cry her heart out to you, And
all because of you, Its time to look
back on what you have done, Only you will
know the answer to it.

Do consider it. Cause one day....

It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

Dont do this to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your
life. Maybe in your life, she's the
only one that loves you the most.





boy, at least you were honest w me.

Celebrated Anna's birthday w her today.
She treated PizzaHut and spent a total of a hundred. :D
but she had a super big surprise & so did we!
the staffs there did something so unexpected. hahhhhhh. :D

found this picture while uploading.
taken in Taiwan!





kbox-ing.






:DD

As long as you know what you're doing,
& feeling happier, why should i say no?

although my heart hurt like f.
damn it, it hurts. so badly.

what's up with flings?
yeah, Elaine might be right.
they might be destructive.

she's unhappy agn because of what HP wrote in his blog and wants to meet his parents.
just because she dislike, or should i say, hate, HP, she has no rights to do this lah!
if she's so unhappy abt his blog, then dont read it!
even so, i guess everybody agrees w him. zzz
anw, if there's a need, we'd sit and talk in the office or whereever!
students would stand for HP, of course.
cause he's not in the wrong!
did she mention that after shouting at HP she went back to her form class and laughed happily abt it?
hate to ask but, is she sick?
seriously, this isnt right.


P/S: Hello. I mentioned no names except for HP. But if you think that the main character is referring to you then,... :D




though going through some tough times,
but hopefully, we'd get through this. :D
who knows how our future would bring.
who knows how long our future would last.
but i know that after that night, i learnt treasure you more.
& this time, i nv once took you for granted.
although there were times i pushed you away, but i nv really meant it.
these 8months plus, i've been truly satisfied.
esp in this month on march. the best times w you i had was in this month.
you did things i nv expected you'd be willing too.

we'll make it through this.
dont let all these become history.
memories aint enough for me.



it's the worst outing we had, ever.
im sorry i was so quiet with your family.
guess that made you super unhappy.
& even tough you're unhappy w me, you still sent me back.
iloveyou,baby. so v sorry.


guess im going to down alchohol tonight, again.

i've been bugging him to bring me out for days and was so excited for today.
didnt expect things to turn out this way.
fcuk.


"I think maybe forever is what you make of it. Tomorrow may be the end of your forever. I think we should be more careful how we use it."


http://vivalachic.blogspot.com




whee. Went shopping with Shuyi today! Could have been home 2hours earlier but we spent it in Depression uncle's shop. :D and he treated us XXL. Everytime we step in, his business gets better. :D & he's happy to see us! he's going to bet on soccer tmr. on Sengkang cause we asked him too. Might be a stupid choice since their scores are.... compared to Woodlands. :/ First time staying in his shop for ssssssoooooo damn long. :D it's been raining for dont know how many years lah. yawn.

i wanna catch the Sky of Love lahhhhhhh.


dear's always counting how many days left to sat each time he's back in. hah. :D
& im not going to his passing out parade this sat. ):


i told you to be patient! :D


Hongping, THIS IS REVENGE!


i pasted this on depression uncle's cash register.
(is that what they call it?) :/


we l-o-v-e. :D


i just hope for a simple life w you.
meeting you after school,
slacking ard, and just lead a simple life w you.
we could have done it when you were free. but you werent willing to do so much in the past.
plus, we dont own the times anymore.
i can only have a 10mins talk w you on the phone at night now.
& i'd get more and more anxious for your call when it gets later in the night.
but now, at least you're willing to travel down for me whenever you have the time no matter how tired you are.
i thank the navy for changing you to who you are now!
you're so different from the past. & the now you is a million time's better. :D
and i hope to be able to spend more time w you next week since you're having your holidays!







so sad. i uploaded photos. but blogger dont allow me to post.
aww~
damn it I tell you. Those who just got a new sony erricsson phone and the installation disk can be used for Vista, lend me leh. ):

Daersiree (or however your name should be spelt.. :D ) is saved.
lucky you. i wanted to post that picture alrdy. :D

Sylvia.QYT@hotmail.com
add add add ! the contact list is pathetic can. ):

my baby surprised me last night by appearing at the front gate. :D
& we saw a shooting star!
not as pretty as in the movies but, it's live!
how many ppl get to see it in life.
how fortunate we are. we caught a 1sec movie that others cant watch.
plus, it's free! :D


& i got a new mousey!
so preeeeeeeeeeeeeeetty.
please, be jealous.
i haven changed my mouse in 9543456789 years, can.


and, MrsDianeChoo, is in another school now and is still teaching. hah.



wahlao. my mood just went down.



my results sucks big time. ):



watched The Leap Years today and it was.. okay. Not that nice lah. Common story. You can figure the outcome. :D

Sports day tmr. GO PURPUR HOUSE! whee! it's my 10th year in purple house. :D
(the purpur on top is on purpose..)

& i got my msn done! thanks mr.childhood friend who's in Canada now. :D


my baby, my darling. :D
if feb had a 30th, it'd be 8months.
you promise to meet me every month at least!

Tuition today at Anna's house. :D
& had fun with Luqman and Fiona after that.
Jack's place w mama after that. :D
i passed by my kindergarden school!


shit lah. i cant download adobe photoshop and the PC suit for Sony ericsson. ):
i feel like sticking w the old comp alrdy lahhhhhhh.
i cant even download msn messenger. so saddening.




2nd post for today, and i want this to be on top incase any teachers come looking at my blog.
mayb i'd get me into troubles but, ...
whatever.
okay. happened two weeks ago.
Incident on HP. well, seriously, the teachers should hear our views lor.
shouldnt just hear the side on Ms.V. leh.
&, she got the sides of the teachers. she has the authorities on her side.
win liao lor. we, students, who'd listen to our views?
who'd be on our side? so unfair can.
even if we're right, we'd still be wrong if we're against the authorities.
They can do anything. Even if it isnt a fact. 'roll eyes'
Actually, i think that Mr Png is good.
Although he could have given me an offence form for what i did 2years back cause of that bastard. 'roll eyes agn'. but i guess he understood, and, yeah.
okay. back to the point.
First, why on earth should HP do a public apology?
HELLO. What is the reason for the apology?
If it's for the ball, it isnt nessary, is it?
Who dont get playfull? And her reason for getting angry is because she kicked the ball?
and so she shouted at HP. THEN, for her shouting at HP, why dont she apologise?
& HP showing her attitude, she made a big fuss? and ask for an apology?
what is the MAIN thing that made this happen. it was because she wasnt happy about kicking the ball! _____
& worst is that, after screaming at HP, she went back to her class and laugh!!
hello. DID SHE TELL THIS TO MR.T. ?
and she claimed HP tackled the ball from her.
HELLO.
Defination of Tackled - to seize suddenly, esp. in order to stop.
okay. mayb it's right when it says 'in order to stop'.
but then again,
Defination of Seized - To grasp suddenly and forcibly; take or grab
it's right to use it when you say take, but wrong to say grab.
He didnt even touch you!
okay, and, whatever.
MR.T asked why his class(4/5) should actually be wasting time for a public apology.
Seriouly, i dont understand why too on the point of view that why he should actually make one.
& on another view that why his class should go through this with him is because we are a class. We are 4/5.

those who disagree, ___________. fill in the blanks yourself. :D
i shall let you think on what you should feel of yourself.

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Sylvia
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