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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
10th month.
11:31 PM 10 months aint easy, but im glad we made it this far. why shouldnt we rejoice when we've come this far? :D Happy birthday Alan! :D screwed up SS. :/ lucky fr me that chap 1 didnt come out cause i didnt study that! praise the Lord. I've got an ACSI chem tutor. $70 an hour, 2hours each session, making it $560 a month. :O i swear im going to earn 10times of what im spending on tuition.. i'm going to score in my O's! &weiwei. dont write 'smile' on my book but draw an inverted smiling face okay? smile is like this ---> :D :D We live by faith, not by sight. -2 corinthians 5:7 you've done so much & i appreciate it, really. you're the only love i'll ever need. Sunday, April 27, 2008
i need motivation.
6:43 PM "The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in determination." -Tommy Lasorda went studying w EileenKhoo yesterday. okay. not study. to do hw. till 11.25pm. then i went home and cont doing my hw till 2.30am. I almost died! but still, i went to read till 3.30am. & i was somewhat pissed that baby fell asleep. roar. i woke up at 1030 am. cont reading. and then, called baby. and he's still sleeping. had lunch w mama. went back to sleep. met baby for AWHILE. he said he'd come down for AWHILE. then, LESS THAN 1MIN AND HE LEFT. wahlaos. i didnt know that 'awhile' meant that 'long'. came home. time passed so quickly. and i met shuyi online at 5.15pm. he's cute. :D i broke my fav glass. and it's mummy's fav glass as well. Lunch today! mini hotplate. hoho. oh. that's all. i've got no adobe photoshop. that sucks. i need motivation! 3more days! to SS MYE and our 10th months! yay! & erm, boohoo.. :D / ): sometimes i wish,... baby believed in Christ. We believe thru faith in Christ. We dont worship Christ. Saturday, April 26, 2008
run papa run
5:58 PM Last sat baby came down super late at 12plus am & went off super super late, 2plus am. I shouldnt have went to school yesterday. i did almost nth at all! ![]() Caught this show yesterday w Shuyi. and man, was it boring. -.- a couple left the theater, the girl sitting one row in front of me fell asleep. she wrote this like, 2years back. cant see clearly? it's written by kaiyin. once so close, now, almost strangers. Yangqin! :D but there's one missing from the photo. well, i didnt want her in. BAH! On thurday, i guess those religious thingy. started burning and burning... see that huge fire? tmd. those ashes flew into my window, onto my bed! it's this far away and im staying on the 23rd floor! i got bored and started doing this on her foolscape. Aiyoh, Sylvia so zilian! shuyi said her sandles/slippers whatever you call that, should be seen. so, i took a close up! Luqman said nobody can ever do this face as ugly as i did... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() im proud to say that, my camera is so much clearer than Shuyi's! Luqman said we should play 'sissors paper stone'. winner blanja Pink Dolphin. HE WON. i got sad for awhile. then i realised that he said WINNER BLANJA. haha. LUQMAN, YOU OWE ME PINK DOLPHIN! in the past, it was always baby who hung the phone on me when he's irritated. now, it's my turn! hahaha. so baby, now you know how i felt?! you nv fail to make me angry or irritated. at the same time, you nv fail to touch me inside. baby, you're my one and only. you're my babylove. :D just the thot of being w you tmr, gives me strength to go on today. Saturday, April 19, 2008
those guys.
9:58 PM random thoughts.. i miss those guys... DuckieKor and gang. when baby and me hits 10th months, it'd be 10 months since i last saw the group of guys..
Jonas Brother
8:14 PM ![]() ![]() Woah! SO HOT SO HOT HOR?! Joseph Adam Jonas. *faints* I learnt my mistake. I will nv do it again. Damn those potato chips. I ate it in front of my laptop and dropped crumbs all over and when i opened it today, ANTS CRAWLING EVERYWHERE. eeeyer. damn it. i learnt, and experienced it for myself. when boyf's start serving NS, it's not only affecting them, but their girlf have to go through missing them, having to go thru the day without them and wondering what time they'll call at night. for the first week baby went in, i really felt like telling him so much. what i do everyday and blah. hence, i msged him w almost everything. when he turn the phone on, i bet it was flooded w many msges. & i felt like i was msging and missing somebody who.... wasnt there. but then, as time passed, i sort of got used to it. & when he went in, our r/s wasnt really v stable. cause we almost lost each other that time. so, mayb him going in isnt a bad thing. if he didnt, mayb we wouldnt be where we are now. we've gone through losing each other, getting back, losing each other.. we've gone through, mayb much more than what other's have. mayb what i dont wanna let go now is what we've been through. if we hadnt gone through this much, mayb i'd be letting go now.. For better or worse Till death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart And I swear - i swear can baby grasshoppers fly? cause i just saw one beside me and it looked like a grasshopper. but then, it flew away. i didnt know grasshoppers could fly... Friday, April 18, 2008
PMS
8:54 PM I shall blog more today to make up for last week. :D Wasnt so in the blogging mood last week. Reason being, baby started having his random thots agn and wanted to leave. He claimed that it would be better. Hence, i allowed him to leave but in the end, he wanted to stay. Okay. so, this week, class sitting arrangement changed. I've been sitting w shuyi for more than a year now and when the teachers changed me to the corner back, i almost exploded. Super hot and i cant see the white board and really, i dont have the want-to-study mood. So, mayb that's the reason why i've been really slacking this week. Monday and tuesday Mrs Adeline Tan was absent. So relax lah! But when she came back on wed, she flooded us w homework.. Then on Thursday, Mdm Ruhaiza commented on my geog test. Positively, of course! :D and as for today's maths test, im having confidence of doing well. :D Today, baby was suppose to come out cause he passed his swimming examination. But, last min wasnt able to come out, again. ......... im having PMS and it's giving me the cramps. ): Mid year oral next Tuesday. Mid year ss supposedly to be next Tuesday but postponed. & baby promised to come down study w me. :D well, he did promise.. & today, i saw my HP screen so super clear. No scratches and all. and i realised, .... the screen protector is gone! so saddening. IVAN. my oh-so-wonderfull godbro. get your phone fixed and start msging me agn like last time! & im going to bug you to get me a new screen protector. :D (im happy i took revenge for my geog textbook!) I've got no more adobe photoshop. ): ![]() i went to catch this last week w mama. & as you can see from my previous post, i took a picture w some of the actors. It was,... okay. Although many thot it was brilliant, i thot it was not as brilliant as they think it was. To read more, click here.. I saw this cat on the way to Shuyi's house. She's perfect. :D I'd really appreciate if baby would start to love dogs! :D ![]() I caught this today & i guess it's okay. Kinda wordy. & w the stupid chatter box guy behind me, (i really wanted to turn around and shout at him) he spoiled everything. ![]() She's 51 years old! *shock* anyway, she's Madonna.. &! i see that my blog do actually have some readers! do tag leh! :D Monday, April 14, 2008
missing.
10:47 PM ![]() Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. Sunday, April 13, 2008
with you.
7:01 PM who'd have known, you're the one who said leaving was a better choice, ended up, you wanted to stay, and my heart flew away.
anything than forgetting you.
4:06 AM Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending Than have to forget you for one whole minute. -Crush Crush Crush lyrics from the moment we got back, to when you stopped school, to when you started working, to when we almost broke up, to when you went into th Navy, till now, we've been through more than what some other couples could. & this time, i wont have any regrets, cause this time, i've nv once taken you fr granted.
mayb we'd lose each other now.
1:14 AM "Love makes the time pass. Time makes love pass." -Euripides mayb we're going to lose each other this weekend. hah. last night i thot to myself : was i really happy? now i know, i still hurt when you said you had to leave. figure it out. you're holding me back without even trying too.
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