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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
a moment like this...
5:27 PM  One year & a month.. And I'll cherish all the love we shared for a moment like this. looked forward to this date every month, but not this time... cause we both know..... idk what i want now. i just know.... i miss you. So let me tell you this, Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this... Tuesday, July 29, 2008
seven things.
5:44 PM I probably shouldn't say this But at times I get so scared When I think about the previous Relationship we shared It was awesome, but we lost it It's not possible for me not to care And now we're standing in the rain But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear My dear The seven things I hate about you The seven things I hate about you Oh, you You're vain Your games You're insecure You love me, you like her You made me laugh, you made me cry, I don't know which side to buy Your friends, they're jerks, when you act like them, just know it hurts I wanna be with the one I know And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do You make me love you It's awkward and silent As I wait for you to say What I need to hear now Your sincere apology When you mean it I'll believe it If you text it I'll delete it Let's be clear Oh, I'm not comin back You're taking seven steps here And compared to all the great things That would take too long to write I probably should mention The seven that I like The seven things I like about you Your hair Your eyes Your old Levi's When we kiss, I'm hypnotized You made me laugh, you made me cry, but I guess that's both I'll have to buy Your hand in mine when we're intertwined, everything's alright I wanna be with the one I know And the seventh thing I like the most that you do You make me love you i know it's getting boring down here. sorry! updates on this friday alright. i promise! and so, another few more hours t the 30th, once again. looked forward t it every month, but not this time. cause this time........... mayb, mayb. Saturday, July 26, 2008
God.
6:28 PM went t Annabelle's cellgroup meeting last night. wasnt as good as my ex-cg......... okay, i miss them. I miss the oh-so-great leader. I miss the one who could make the whole cg burst out in laughter in less than a sec. I miss the whole cg. & lastly...... I MISS GOD ...
L1R5
12:26 AM L1R5 : 41 !!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeah, wtf. Sylvia, just go bang the wall and die. but....i didnt have comp studies fr midyear! aiyah, still........................F. Thursday, July 24, 2008
RACIAL HARMONYYYY 2!
6:16 PM came online cause I have to do the banner thingy fr CCKSS food and funfair thing. well, if Miss Lum didnt put me incharge, i wouldnt have bothered at all! anw, good excuse to allow myself t come online, though. i got a nuffnang advertisment! hehheh :D MrLeong said that he was highlighting those who failed terribly and.... he highlighted until his highlighter ran out of ink! ...... okay, let's start worring. Okay, Racial Harmony photos as promised :D   Look at her!  I look like a vampire lor!     I found my black partner.   XL, Racial Harmony! (inside jokeeeeeeeeee)    put in a nice photo of me :D  Keep asking him t take another one, he dont want!    this is stupid cause im carrying a crumpler in this outfit.  huiying! take this pic and put in your blog lah! :D  Idiot, bent to be shorter.    Yes, Hadi. My camera can take it :D   Another idiot. Bent to be shorter oso. Me: why you keep bending?! Husaini: you short what!   Shuyi's idea.... Anw, with all the photo taking, my phone batt died on me! first time since i got my phone lor! which is like....17thdec2006. (go count) :D Eileen! We haven compete yet! oh, bfr i forget. HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, AMERICAN DOLLAR (meiyuan) ! The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed But I have loved you from the start But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a guy like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find iloveyoubaby Monday, July 21, 2008
RACIAL HARMONYYYY!
5:36 PM  RACIAL HARMONY DAY! sorry fr the short and incomplete post. the editing of pictures took me 1hour and im not done yet. Soon, Soooooooon! :DD iwishthisgoodnessyou'regivingmenowwouldlast. Saturday, July 19, 2008
ILOVEAPPLE LEH.
10:35 PM  Eh, I SO LOVE HER LAH! ♥♥♥   She came outta my room w the dog soft toy (duckiekor's prezzie t me on my 14th birthday) in her mouth. Start biting it & the hood came off, hence, i wore it on her :D Anw, this week. Monday, went t watch 10promises t my dog & missed 10mins of the beginning cause we were lateeeeeeee. I cried until cannot lah! But Shuyi didnt. Mayb because i have a dog too! & i so understand the feelinggggggg. Shuyi didnt come t school on wednesday :( PS me :( English results : paper 1: 36/50 paper 2: 25/50 (wtfffff) Bio : 31.5/65 (wtfffffffff) Chem: 23/50 (wtfffff!) oklah, i admit, i failed science cause i didnt really study. I cabbed back fr chem paper fr nothing. & mintao said smtg right when i reached, "you came t fail ah?" zzzzzzz. Chem practical yday............ Diane and Meiyuan came over t study today. Didnt really study though. zzz. another day wasted. Another 89 more days t O's leh, ppl. (& i'm not even saying English Oral. English Oral is much earlier!) & that is, 2months 29days. :D No, i shouldn't put that smilely there. I should start panicking. MrsTan went fr a course and she shared w us.... FEMALES CAN MULTI TASK BETTER THAN GUYS! :D now that's another reason t be proud t be a female! Im watching casper! :D casper the friendly ghost~ UPDATED (this sentence): the cartoon said 'i hate the viking ship' & i heard 'i hate the fcuking shit' ! lol. Ohyah, Ghost Whisperer yday was great too! but it reminded me of The Strangers.. & Abi agreed that The Strangers is scary too lor! Okay, you dont feel scared while watching it, but the effect comes when you're home, in the night! Abi oso said that I have an ahlian look, but she's glad i'm not what I seem! :DD i'm v the friendly one lor... :D Monday's Racial Harmony Day! & most probably i'm gonna be in School U agn.... :( Missed tuition fr 2 weeks cause MrYuan's wife gave birth t their 2nd son! :D Next Friday's make up lesson is at Anna's house! cause Luqman wanna go t Anna's cg meeting, and i'm staying too! :DDD P.S. i always forget what i wanna blog about while i'm blogging, but i'll remember agn aft i post, hence my posts are always updated. So, read the same post over again! (i'll stop updating aft i'm offline fr e day :D)  She wanna eatttttttttttt.  Diane.  Lappy!  Finally using the wallet Elaine, Shuyi & HY bought fr me fr my bday this year! my mickey one is spoilt...  it's flying!   Cant stop loving herrrrrrrrrrrr!     Went t play w Shuyi. Then the man v confidently said nobody won bfr. But! I won smtg on my first shot! :D yes, that light thingy (2pic above & the one circled in red above). I saw the bigger one (one shelf above), on Teenage Mag fr $19.90! o.O i won it using only $2! Bt then, aft that, I cannot aim le :( His face super not happy lor. LOL.     anw, HAPPY 5th MONTH BOYFEEEEEE! :D Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Satisfying.
10:53 PM I went running alone today at the stadium! Shuyi ps-ed me :( 2.4km timing was awsome! due t the fact i haven been training.... i did even better than my NPFA LEH! :D Satisfyingggggg. Ivan弟 is finally Back In Action :D 男人男人 多希望你是好人 多希望用你的真 让我不必再心疼 i hope you'd say 女人女人 我答应做个好人 我答应用我一生 来换你的快乐一生 Sunday, July 13, 2008
home?
9:36 PM House, but where my home? When I was younger, I wished fr you t spend more time w me. Now, I wish that you wouldnt care so much. I live the life She wants me to lead. I live the life everyone else expect of me. But i aint living the life i want to lead. I'm tired of whatever life throws at me.
Ghost Whisperer / dreams.
1:41 AM & yet again, Ghost Whisperer touched me..... touched me to tears. wonderful, wonderful story :D My Dreams essay which was suppose to be dued long long ago. :/ Dreams Sylvia Quek “You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, 'Why not?'” this is a quote made by George Bernard Shaw and it inspired me a lot. I used to think: if only dreams would be my reality. I dream dreams and think of myself doing it, and think of it as impossible. I once read a story about a boy who wrote a seven page story describing his goal of someday owning a horse ranch. He wrote about his dream in great detail and he even drew a diagram of a 200-acre ranch, showing the location of all the buildings, the stables and the track. Then he drew a detailed floor plan for a 4,000-square-foot house that would sit on a 200-acre dream ranch. However, his teacher rated his story an F. The teacher claimed that he was too young to have such a dream and asked him to write something more realistic. The boy thought hard, and finally decided to hand in the same piece of paper. He then told the teacher “you can keep the F and I’ll keep my dream.” Now, this boy is living in his 4,000-square-foot house, 200-acre horse ranch. He said “I still have that school paper framed over the fireplace.” He added, “The best part of the story is that two summers ago that same schoolteacher brought 30 kids to camp out on my ranch for a week.” When the teacher was leaving, he said, “Look, I can tell you this now. When I was your teacher, I was something of a dream stealer. During those years I stole a lot of kids’ dreams. Fortunately you had enough gumption not to give up on yours.” Well, this story really made me hold onto my dream. “There are some people, who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other.” This is another quote by Douglas H. Everett. I now have a new dream, and that is, to make my dreams from true. The only person who can stop myself from making these dreams come true, is myself. We had dreams of growing up when we were young, and now that we’re grown up, we made ourselves new dreams. Cornel Sanders started his business when he was sixty, and started the whole successful business of the famous fast food restaurant we all know about- KFC. I will pursue my dream, my goals, and I won’t stop just there. I’d move onto greater dreams, because I now question myself ‘Why not?’ Saturday, July 12, 2008
a show.
9:02 PM  You've put on quite a show, really had me going. Before it starts to hurt, Before it really stings Let us make our peace Before it tears apart Before the hate begins I'll let go of dreams You let go of plans We'll let go of yesterday And each others' hands Let us cure the heartbreak Before it spreads some more Before it further disburses To this ill-mannered love Before it really hurts idk how t bring this love back ard anm, idk how t make you love me more. mayb we're trying too hard, mayb we're torn apart; we're empty. Friday, July 11, 2008
speechless.
8:53 PM  All I want is you, will you be my groom, Take me by the hand and stand by my side. All I want is you, will you stay with me? Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea. I got scalded by...... Apple Pie's fillings! :(  i received my contacts! :D Radio talking mum : iPhone leh. me: i want~ mum: okay lor, your next phone. ..................... :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Amaths result.....i'd better not say :/ taken on Duckie kor's birthday.  saw many aunty & uncles and they all cant recognise me! :( it's been a year since i last saw them thou. i reached, i saw Aunty Alma, i called out, and she asked 'who are you?..' lol. had a tiff w mama bfr that. :( & i wished he was there t ask me t not stay mad. then, saw alot alot ppl lah. :D old faces, new faces. i saw Lina! Sat night. Night Kboxing. .copy.jpg)    6thjuly. Shuyi's korkor wedding.    \Fabian style hair!     i like the door gift :D     Groom Bride.  First Dish.  5cups and i was almost down :D   jiejie!  mama!  papa!  mama&papa! Monday. Youth Day.  watched Hancock & The Strangers. & till now, images of The Strangers still haunt me. :( i went t sleep w Aunty Jenny halfway in the night that night. & Apple's scratching kept me awake till 5.30am, hence, i didnt go t school. I cabbed down t sch in the aftnoon fr chem paper though.   Running today.....KNS LOR. -.- stroll in xiaoguiling aft that. yes! finally, pasarmalam here aft 2years! rented Juno. & i watched loveeeeeee. :D In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you fr exactly who you are. Good mood, Bad mood ; Ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person still gonna think e sun shine out your ass. That's the kind of person worth sticking with. awwww.... baby started nagging and nagging and nagging last night. found it irritating at first, & then it touched my heart. i've found my motivation, i've found my reason t work hard. just the photos alone took me more than an hour lor.... -.- Labels: your heart could calm the sea in me
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