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Saturday, August 30, 2008
let this be the last.
9:31 PM Didn't wanna want you Didn't wanna need you so bad Didn't wanna wake up And find that I was falling so fast Didn't wanna need you Didn't wanna need anyone Now look what you've done I'm not that stong without you Never thought I could love you Never thought I could need you Never thought I could want you The way I do 怎样的我 能让你更想念 別說你會難過 別說你想改變 被爱的人不用道歉 我們錯過的, 錯了就錯了, 不用擔心我, 被你爱过我真的很快乐 i hope you'd never return anm. went back t read the girl's blog.. her incident really taught me t treasure this r/s. but,......i guess i dont have e chance too anm. &,...you dont teasure us anw. I always knew looking back at the cries would make me laugh, but i never knew looking back at the laugh would make me cry.
completed my whole life.
6:04 PM I took almost 2hours fr all the photos. BETTER ENJOY IT AH. Mummy havent been home since yesterday. Play Mahjong -.- wthhhhhhhhhhhhh. fr now, lazy fr words. let the picture lead you, & let the captions take you away~   \ The last time we went out.....SO BLOODY LONG AGO. look at Diane's hair. WHEN CAN WE GO OUT AGN HUHHUHUHUH?????  Web cam w her......LOLLLL      Break liao lor...... TunLi happy liao.     Can't see! Shuyi! help me take photo w Wall-E!!  *grabs phone and take a look... The head leh?!!?! -.-    v ugly meh? comments leh. wait i go out like this ppl say i siao -.-  watching 命中注定我爱你 on ipod!!   First time eating lobster lorrrrrrrr. & i serious think it sucks....  this is wayyyyyyy better!!!!!!    Lora cooked fr me, and helped me t wash the utensils and bowls aft that! i'm spoilt. Thanks lah! haha cross country yday!! & !!!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  I GOT FIRST!!!!!!!!!!! SEE MY BEAUTIFUL TROPHY?!?!?!?!  Let Shuyi be honoured awhile! . . . . . YAH, LIKE REAL -.- that's Annabelle's. She's going fr the bloody Nike 10k race tmr -.-   Mine small small one. YingLun's behind. He's first fr guys!  I really did my best! & i can even say, i couldnt have done any better. Due t lack of sleep the night bfr, I felt giddy at the start of the bloody run! Zhuo Na got 29th and she stood in front of me fr collecting the trophy. (i had 27th) I overtook 3 ppl at the last 100m! anw, i was telling her 'wait nobody cheer fr us...' HENG, there were noises when my name was called out! I KNOW YOU ALL LOVE MEEEEE :D Anw, if you remember Miss Sim's speech, she said 'some were v movitative. they told me it is their 1st trophy in 4years in cckss' hahahahaha. yes. i told her that -.- actually, it's my first trophy in my entire life lor -.- (but i have medals!)   went JP w the taitaiclub + shuyi aft that. That FAT ASS in Toys R Us SUCK. YOU SHOULD BLOODY HELL SUE MACDONALDS FR MAKING YOU LIKE THAT. seriously, i gave her my attitude. & i haven done that in like.....a long time. when we were leaving she still stare stare stare! so i made my eyes speak more. aft many shooting from all of us, she didnt even dare t look anm. -.- act cute.    Finally, STITCH EZ-LINK STICKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!           HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO OFFENCE IF YOU SUPPORT/KNOW, OR EVEN WORSE, YOU'RE THE PERSON HERSELF! Sorry, blame the e-mail :D if you're trying t make me lose faith&hope, Glad t say, you're succeeding. So aft all these time, aft all i've done, it's still not enough t touch that iron heart of yours. Tell me, what should i do more? happy 14th month? haha, i'm not fcuking happy at all.
14 months aint enough fr me.
12:01 AM  Happy 14th Month, B.14 months aint enough fr me. I would give up everything, Before I'd separate myself from you. Thank God I found you, I was lost without you. My every wish and every dream, Somehow became reality. When you brought the sunlight, Completed my whole life, I'm overwhelmed with gratitude, Cause baby I'm so thankful - I found you. Friday, August 29, 2008
Happy 19th Birthday, Baby.
1:25 AM  Happy 19th Birthday, Baby. it's you I love, baby. no one can get in the way of what i feel for you. If you wander off too far, my love will get you home. If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home. If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home. If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home. If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home. When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home. ♥♥♥ baby's 18th birthday. CLICK! Tuesday, August 26, 2008
failed.
3:33 PM Friday, Sat, Sun, Monday. longgggg weekend. on friday, didnt go t school. Went t town t catch 'Mad About English' since Miss Lum recommended it.. She's even paying fr half the price of our tickets! Not a bad documentary. but, which O level students will pon school t go watch movie?! didnt sleep the whole night the night bfr. studied ss! but, i didnt even touch geog. Yes, didnt even read through. fail liao lahhhhhhhh :/ bio and chem tmr. which stupid school put both sciences on the same day?! cckss lor...... paper 3 & 4 okay?! -.- Saturday, August 23, 2008
habit.
2:53 AM  duckie kor's birthday. i didnt wanna come online... but, Elaine tempted me! okay. so she showed me this person's blog. her bf died when he's in his brunei training fr NS. & as i read.... i realised how we dont treasure those ard us. shit, i really dk how t express this feeling. zzz i feel like crying aft reading her blog lahhhhhhhhhhhh. when we use the word 'breakup' too much t our loved ones, when we use the word 'ihateyou' to our friends, when we say 'i dont love you' t our parents, ....... have you wondered...when might really be e last? when we quarrel w anyone, have it come across your mind that it'd probably be too late t say a sorry? ...... i gotta learn t treasure every r/s ard me, even my enemies. well, at least.....he loved her when he left, right?.... so now i think, would i be happier if i lost him t another girl, or if i lost him in an accident.. fcuking wanna cry :( & now, Elaine showed me another who lost her bestfriend.... K, China's cheer during the table tennis competition (the one Singapore won Silver): 新加坡，加油！ 中国，必胜！ ...........  Michele Phelps won 8 gold medals, 7 of which being World record and the other 1 being Olympic record. you. actually, i didnt change my attitude towards you. reflect, how you changed towards me. now, i feel v awkward being ard you.....
love remains the same.
12:48 AM i didnt know that i had anm t give... i thot i was over you. 我舍不得 可是時間回不去了 愛你很值得 只是該停了 沒有我你要好好的 Saturday, August 16, 2008
i swear.
8:20 PM  I'll never say enough, cause it wasnt said t you. This ain't lust, i know this is love. I've got to re-upload all my 2400+ photos from my phone cause the other stupid programme is suddenly not working. zzz Let's see. This week. I got back my MT results. A fcuking B3 and i'm not happy. Now i've gotta retake it! Must be the stupid Oral's fault. Those examiners wanna rush home. I was one of the last few. But God decided t be nicer t me this time. I was the 3rd in line fr English Oral. Oral on Thursday. It was easy...but i guess i was too nervous and kept stammering while reading. Conversation was alright, i guess. They even asked additional questions! :D People, if your head is like Diane's (old ppl mindset) , let me tell you this. For conversation, it's not that when the examiners ask you more meaning you'd done badly. They can shoot any questions at you as long as they like it. yeah. & Mr Kong came in t lecture the class aft we received our results. Kena shoot by him fr sleeping in class -.- Watched Money No Enough 2 yesterday w Shuyi at JP. Thanks t her movie cupons, we caught the movie fr FREE :D well, the movie....like any other Jack Neo films lor. Funny funny, sad sad. Talk about govt, etc. But the kinship part was not bad. Teared twice. When the wife went t jail fr husband, and when they sent the mother t the old folks home. Stamps fist in the other palm Nabei (hahahaha). Home at almost 12am. Again, have t thank her parents fr sending me home :D I've been waiting fr Wall-E since last year. I wanna catch it! 28th aug :DD If you're lucky, my nuffnang advertisment would be a short advert on the movie. Click and watch! :D ZhengWen wanna be a tattooist. It's nice t have a dream. I......dont even have a goal. Apple is irritating me now. Damn. but i just cant get mad at her -.-  This is Michele Phelps. & he is HOT. He's won 6 gold medals alrdy. & from what i heard... He's blind in one eye. His feet size is a fcuking 15  Let's pray that Singapore Table Tennis get the GOLD! it's PUBLIC HOLIDAY IF THEY DO! & i'll be fcuking proud of Singapore :D  Her eyes followed it...  & she followed it till..... -.-      This is....BANANA PASTE. & i tell you, it's a v stupid experiment...   i find no reason t say no :D Time really flies.. Less than 2months t O's.... Backtrack... Jan; First morning of the year, I had my first breakfast of the year w Shuyi, Yj and Xl. Things werent fine btw me and him.. 3rd, my birthday and i celebrated it w the girls :D 10th, mama's birthday. & also the day when he went t serve the nation. Feb; caught our first movie tght on first day of CNY. ..... & we've come this far, t where we are now. Yet, conflicts still occur.... i wonder, if you even think about me like i do. I know, from the start we got tght, you just treated me as any other girl. You changed since you started serving the nation. & i nv thot you'd ever change. I guess, waiting fr more than a year paid off. I've seen you change, fr me. thank you. argh, i wanted t say hell loads, but i forgot everything when i wanna type it out. it always happens!!!!! f. irritating.. 你要离开 我知道很简单 你说依赖 是我们的阻碍 就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱 当作我最后才明白
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