Do you know,” Chris said softly, “What it’s like to love someone so much, that you can’t see yourself without picturing her? Or what it’s like to touch someone, and feel like you’ve come home?” He made a fist, and rested it in the palm of his other hand. “What we had wasn’t about sex, or about being with someone just to show off what you’ve got, the way it was for other kids our age. We were, well, meant to be together. Some people spend their whole lives looking for that one person,” he said. “I was lucky enough to have her all along."
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Monday, September 28, 2009
i am a dog lover and wth....
1:37 AM  Using dogs as shark baits! OMG.I saw this on Fiona's blog. WTF SIA. OMG. Fuck them a million times. AND IT'S STILL NOT ENOUGH. Damn it. Fuck those inhuman freaks. Hope they their arms get biten off by the sharks so they suffer instead of just die. Tsk, see lah Fiona. Why post that up :( See alrdy heart pain. Sunday, September 27, 2009
idk how to organise this post.
9:48 PM  I hope someday somebody wants to hold you for 20 minutes straight and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms and hold on tight, without an ounce of selfishness in it. — Kerri Russell, Waitress    We tried aggro! Hahah. Went out w Huiying on Sat :D  More pictures w her. Tomorrow. Omg, 2weeks passed so quickly this time. And 5days used to pass so slowly. Friday, September 25, 2009
i cant think of a title.
1:54 AM Stupid. I cracked my brains thinking of a title. ..........& all i wanted to say was, a sudden gush of emotions just hit me. Hate to admit it, but i think i'm starting to miss you. Thursday, September 24, 2009
Potato's 18th.
5:50 PM  Met up w Shuyi to get Potato's present first.Met up w Benny at PS. Met up w Elaine at Tampines stn. Met up w Marcus at Tampines interchange. Met up w Alde and Abel at Tampines interchange at a different spot. Haha. Played games at the chalet w everyone there. Those that end up w a forfeit like Indian Poker and some frog game. Drank many shots all thanks t Donovan! Eh, but i can hold my liqueur well! haha. & it's been some time since i saw their clique :D Left the chalet in the morning. Ate at Tampines. Trained home. Abel and Marcus came over immediately. They swam and i slept at the pool side for 30mins. Michelle came over after school. Chit chatted for awhile. Left tght t meet Shuyi. Had dinner w Shuyi, HongPing and Benedict at Suntec's Astons. :D Home and slept immediately though it was only 8pm. This is a boring post. 'No matter what, just be happy.' -Donovan's father.
white ink tattoo.
5:27 PM  Oh. My. Gawd.So. Cool. Can.
From Seventeen.
5:17 PM "All the things that break you, Are all the things that make you strong. You can't change the past, 'Cause it's gone, And you just gotta move on." -Carrie Underwood
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4:09 PM Why? Why do we sleep during church, but when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up? Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to ta lk about bad things? Why are we so bored when we read a Christian magazine, but find it easy to look at a magazine of people? Why is it so easy to ignore a godly message, yet we forward the useless ones? Why are churches getting smaller, but bars and clubs are growing? The Lord Said: 'If you deny me in front of your friends, I will deny you in front of my father'. Lazee t upload photos taken during chalet. Next time k. Monday, September 21, 2009
Endless chats.
3:49 PM Mummy's(SPSU) birthday :)   It's getting smaller uh. Udder's & Time Traveller's Wife w Shuyi last Friday.   Town w Potato on Sat!        And they tonned at my place. Chat chat chat non stop :D Potato's SLR was great, but i think the settings for the size of the photos are too small. Potato's Chalet tmr! :D Zack: Ow! Papercut! Kiss it please? Mr. Moseby: You can’t even see it. Zack: You can’t see a broken heart either, but it still hurts. -The Suite Life of Zack and Cody I think Disney Channel sucks now. No more Hanna Montana and Wizards of Waverly Place! Boring~ Thursday, September 17, 2009
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2:14 AM But holding people away from you and denying yourself love — that doesn’t make you strong. If anything, it makes you weaker because you’re doing it out of fear. —Sarah Dessen I admit i fear.
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2:11 AM Sometimes I wish you’d pay more attention to my favourite songs, because the lyrics sing the words that I’m too scared to say. -runawaytrain
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2:08 AM People change for two reasons: they either learn enough so that they want to, or they hurt enough so that they just have to. -Runawaytrain It's talking abt him and me agn.
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2:00 AM You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile and kiss their face gently before turning back around and somehow, an involuntary grin forms on your face. Just before you drift off to sleep, you feel an arm wrap around your waist and you know it doesn’t get any better than this. -Runawaytrain I think i'm crazee over her blog.
Boyfeeeeee!
12:55 AM  Boyfee! Dont be so upset k? Know that i love you! I really do okay. See how I rushed down the moment you sent me that msg. I know how much it hurts. I heard you cry the same way i did 2years ago and it reminded me of the pain :( I broke down even bfr you did and idk why. Haha.My dearest girlfriend, This is the post you posted for me in 22nd dec 2007! Remember? haha, that night when I cried so badly cause of him. You were there and now i'm here for you too k! The same words applies t you too! I LOVE YOU TOO K!
Time Traveller's Wife.
12:31 AM Wednesday, September 16, 2009
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6:10 PM I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say that there was no one else that you could ever be with and that you wanted to be with me. -One Tree Hill, Runawaytrain
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1:49 AM One day you’re going to want that girl who knew she wasn’t perfect but tried to be perfect for you. The girl who believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it because something was better than nothing. The girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. The girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes that she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl who should have you, but doesn’t. -Runawaytrain That was so me. And this is so him.
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1:43 AM You can give your everything and be willing to do anything for someone and sometimes, its just not enough. -Runawaytrain Tuesday, September 15, 2009
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2:44 AM  Thank you.Be safe.
what to do
1:28 AM when i dk what t do. EDITED.  Idk what t do and i feel like crying :(The power of love: So strong that you wonder hopelessly what had happened to you. -Low Kay Hwa St James. 8th Sep.       Twins. Eileen's stayover/BBQ.    Her mum made the cake :)  Tsk, bully my monkey. It looks so cui now lah. hahah P.S. i've got a new tongue stud now! It's red! :D Be safe, boy. :) Have you ever cried so much, so sad that your heart starts to emit physical pain as well, like your heart is shedding tears? -also by Low Kay Hwa lah. Monday, September 07, 2009
To forget you
3:11 AM Sometimes, to love someone is uncontrollably easy: All is takes is a glance, and that glace will open a floodgate of emotions. Sometimes, to love someone is bizarrely difficult: It takes a link by fate and years of memories. But always, to love someone and to re-love someone again, it is so inexplicably exotic, because it takes a glance to flush back years of memories and then to allow a floodgate of emotions to engulf you. -Low Kay Hwa; to forget you.  @ Play Club. Friday, September 04, 2009
East Coast Park
1:22 AM Had lotsa fun in ECP today w - Shuyi, LY, Anna, Justin, BrainJuice, Ivan and some others whom i'm not close with. Skate from almost the end t Skates park. I nv thot i could make it lor, seriously. I ended up w no injuries :D Played Bang. Ate mac for dinner. First time eating mac spicy and it almost killed me. Ask the girls. LY WAS A TOTAL KLUTZ CAN. We wanted t meet her at Otram otw there and she boarded the wrong train!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She boarded the opposite direction!!! We made sure she was at the 2nd door. Not the 2nd last. Cause she made that mistake while meeting Shuyi the day bfr. She got that right this time, but on the different train -.- tsk. HAHA. Home aft that and i think everyone cant stand my 'Tahi' anm. HAHAH. It's amazing how you could make me smile foolishly t my phone for an hour when i'm out. It made me look stupid, but yeah, i love how that feels :) Thursday, September 03, 2009
That one person.
2:08 AM Ever had that one person in your life that you just can't give up on. That one person who can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance. And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for him. The one person you know you're better off without but yet you can't find a way to let him go because deep down inside, you wouldn't know what to do without him. The one person you know who doesn't deserve you, but yet you choose to over look it because you love him. Yeah, I had that one person. Sorry for the way I let go boy, but I just gave up waiting. I waited for 3years, I guess that's more than long enough :)  You have no idea how much she means t me :) I hate leaving the house whenever she sees me off. Worst if she starts whining aft i close the main door. She'll nv get mad at me for always disturbing her :D She sleeps on my bed w me. She's on my phone's wall paper. She's always there whenever i need her. She gets really lifeless whenever i'm not home. She wont even eat her fav bone if i give it t her bfr leaving the house. She'll leave it there until I get home. She'll rush up to the door t welcome me home everytime without fail. Whenever i stay up late, she'll accompany me in the living room and only enters the room when i do. She gives me that stupid innocent face whenever i scold her. And i'll end up patting her instead of scolding her -.- Now you get it when I say you've no idea how much she means t me? I love her truly madly deeply :D she's more than a dog k. She's our family. Sidenote, Skates was awesome just now though there're only a few of us :) Aft not going t skates for like 2weeks, i'm finally back!!! Played Dragon just and i guess almost everyone had a fall. But we nv stopped :D ECP tmr :) Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes Labels: Kicksforkisses/lovestory. Wednesday, September 02, 2009
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5:26 PM I'm holding on but letting go of you.
Happy Birthday.
12:00 AM Happy 17th Birthday Ivan!!! Best brudder ever! Hope you'd find a worthy girl soon! Hahaha. Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Play Club
9:15 PM  Met up w ChunFeng last Friday. Finally aft PS-ing him for so many times. Heehee. Wanted t PS him agn but felt kinda bad. So i gave skates a miss instead. I made him wait for 30mins. So sorry man :/ hahaha  Exams ended. And i swear i totally screwed up my BMA. Out of the 7 questions i can only do 2. WTF right. I know. But whatever. Exams are officially over!!!!! For now. Headed home and got ready fr Play Club! :D Met up w Abel and saw Eileen there! Cabbed home aft that :) Girls, send me the pictures soon!! Okay, gonna head t Eileen's place later! bye! Sorry, _. I just got tired of waiting. Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.
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